Kpop boyxboy Oneshots

Jongsang / Ateez / Asexual

Requested by chrissbigfeet

"We haven't had sex yet."

"What? But ... he's your first ... That means you're still a virgin! You're twenty years old, how?!"

Yeosang lowers his gaze. It's too embarrassing, he can't look Wooyoung in the eyes right now. Heat paired with a red tint spreads on his face and chest. His hands nervously fiddle around with each other, his fingers intertwining, then lessening their tight grip. His face stays blank, the lack of expression painfully obvious. Why is this so awkward? Why is it this embarrassing? Yeosang knows he doesn't have to have sex with Jongho but it's been-

"You've been a couple for two years now, right? How come you have never done it?"

"Have you and San done it?"

Wooyoung laughs, it's loud and makes Yeosang feel small. So, so small. Like a child.

"We do it all the time. It's almost embarrassing. It's not even San, it's me. He's just too hot, I can't resist. And I mean, look at Jongho! He's hot, too! How can you even hold yourself back?"

I don't know.

"If I were in a relationship with him, I'd bang him all the time, nah, what am I talking about, Jongho is obviously a top. He'd bang me."

Something in Yeosang breaks. Even his best friend would have sex with Jongho, why doesn't he - the actual boyfriend - do it? Is it because of Yeosang? Because he's not attractive enough, not appealing enough? Is that why Jongho never goes further than making out? Is Yeosang not good enough? Does it please Jongho more to just jerk off by himself than to have sex with his partner? Yeosang didn't even know that Jongho is a ... top until now. He just never thought about it, never actually cared.

His thoughts scare Yeosang. But also the thought of having sex ... it's downright terrifying.

Wooyoung shrugs a little. "Maybe you should just, you know, do it. You trust Jongho, it's not like it's a random stranger you're losing your v-card to. Try it. It's time. You don't want Jongho running away to the next gay club that's full of other men to be pleased because you couldn't do it, do you?"

Fuck. That's a legitimate objection.

~

A few hours later, Wooyoung and Yeosang return to the dorm. Wooyoung spots Jongho and nudges Yeosang in his direction.

"What?" Yeosang mouths. What the heck.

Wooyoung jerks his head a few times until Yeosang eventually realizes what the frantic movement means.

Try it. It's time.

Apparently, it's Jongho-time.

Yeosang inhales deeply, then he mentally braces himself. His heartbeat blocks out every other noise when he hesitantly takes Jongho's hand.

~

To say Jongho is surprised when Yeosang takes his hand is an extreme understatement. He doesn't mean to sound rude or anything, but Yeosang usually isn't one for skinship or even something simple like holding hands. Jongho has to admit though, it makes him kinda happy. A little affection and attention never fails to brighten Jongho's mood.

Yeosang tugs on Jongho's hand. It's an invitation to follow him, so Jongho does. When the two of them reach their room, Yeosang pulls a very surprised Jongho into a kiss. He doesn't even try to make it look innocent, Yeosang instantly opens his mouth, inviting Jongho to deepen the kiss. Well, Jongho doesn't hesitate. It's very rare for Yeosang to kiss him, so Jongho always tries to make the best out of it.