just friends

8

billie
"you're not even listening!" azalea shouted at me. "it's like you don't care about this relationship"

i just blinked at her because i was tired.

it's literally one in the fucking morning

"i'm always trying to do something with you but you just blow me off!" she scoffed and shook her head at me. "are you seeing somebody else? is that why?"

i leaned my head back and let out a sigh while i closed my eyes.

"what are you gonna do? you gonna cry?" azalea grabbed my face and made me look at her.

"don't touch me" i mumbled while taking her hand off of me.

"no you always pull this kind of shit!" she pointed at me. "okay, the second things get a little bit off you're ready to fucking run!"

"i cant do this anymore" i shook my head at her.

"okay? you're just being crazy" azalea scoffed. "do you understand how crazy you sound right now?"

"i sound crazy?" i bitterly chuckled. "i'm the one who sounds crazy?"

"like if i were to record this conversation and play it to other people" she sent me a look.

"you make me feel like shit all the time" i mumbled.

"how the hell do i make you feel like shit?" she scoffed. "all this is happening is because of you! you're just a little fucking bitch"

"oh my god" i groaned while rubbing the sides of my neck.

"see! you're not even listening to me" azalea shook her head. "you never listen to me! i'm tired of you"

i just let out a loud laugh when she said that.

"why are you laughing?" zay sent me a look. "what's so funny?"

"you remind me everyday i'm not enough" i said while wiping tears that have fallen down my eyes. "but i still stay"

"i literally tell you i love you" her facial expression softened. "you know i love you"

"really" i scoffed. "do you really?"

"you know i love you" azalea cupped my cheeks and wiped away a tear with her thumb. "do you love me still?"

i looked away from her.

"billie" she let out a small weird awkward laugh. "do you still love me?"

i finally looked at her again and slowly nodded my head.

"nobody loves you as deeply as i do" azalea told me softly. "you make me so crazy"

"i love you too" i whispered faintly.

"we have good times right?" she said. "we fight all the time but we have good times"

"yeah i guess" i mumbled while leaning my forehead onto her shoulder.

i let out a shaky sigh when she wrapped her arms around my body and held me close to her. "stop being so mean to me" i whispered while i nuzzled my face into her neck.

"i'm sorry" azalea told me.

she doesn't sound sorry

"it's okay" i say faintly. "just stop please... i hate it"

"i love you, i'm sorry" she told me again as she kissed the side of my head. "don't get me upset then"

"what do you mean?" i pulled away and looked at her with my eyebrows furrowed together. "i don't do anything to get you mad?"