just friends

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raelyn
billie and i's four months is today.

i wanna do something cute, but she told me she's busy.

i feel kinda bummed out because i can't see her. i wanna go out and eat somewhere cute or get ice cream.

every time we hit another month, we go out and get ice cream.

that became our way to celebrate.

"you look sad today" tycee slung an arm around my shoulder. "why?"

"stuff" i sighed while putting my head down on my desk. "it's not that important for you to worry about though"

"well if my best friend is sad over something" ty sent me a look. "of course i'm gonna be skeptical and ask what's wrong and worry, now tell me why you're sad"

"i'm not" i said while sitting up and putting on a face smile.

"i'm gonna smack you" ty narrowed her eyes at me. "what's wrong"

"don't worry about it" i patted her arm. "really, it's nothing for you to worry about"

"tell me what's wrong!" she threw her head back and shook me.

"nothing!" i giggled. "you're annoying, i can't be bummed out on some days?"

"i mean, i guess" tycee shrugged.

"alright" i nodded. "then let me be"

"is it billie?" she raised a brow up.

"what?" i scoffed and laughed. "no! not at all"

"mhm" she made a face and went back to writing on her assignment. "it's billie, the way she looks at you says a lot"

"it's not" i shook my head and groaned. "we're not even together, why would i be sad over her...?"

tycee just shrugged and continued working.

"it's not billie" i told her. "i swear"

"i didn't even say anything" ty chuckled and looked at me.

"i'm just telling you" i shrugged. "it's not her if thats what you think"

"okayyy" she sung out.

i shook my head and copied her work when she finished. after seventh period finished, the both of us met up with maeve and dante so we could go to eighth.

they were all too busy talking while i was too busy lost in my own thoughts.

i pulled my phone out and went to billies contact.

me: hi my love
do you know how long
ur thing is gonna take?

she didn't answer me right away so i just shoved my phone back in my pocket.

i'm not worried about what she's doing, i trust billie. i'm sure she's not doing anything stupid right now. she's probably with her friends at school doing whatever.

don't stress it

eighth period finished it and i checked my phone to see if billie has answered me while i walked to my car.

she hasn't yet

i said bye to my friends and got in my car.

i decided to text her friend drew because i was a bit worried... even though i told myself not to worry.

i sent her a text saying if she's with billie.

drew: yeah she just left
she told me she had something to do
and that she'll be busy
why?