just friends

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raelyn
"i hate how billie seems like she feels the same way, but she just acts weird" i sighed while laying my head on tycees lap.

"maybe she's scared to admit she has feelings" ty shrugged.

"i mean, she has to feel something right?" i looked up at her. "she even tells me 'stop that or i'm gonna fall in love with you' whenever i like kiss her or some shit"

"she's definitely in love with you" tycee smirked.

"i don't know" i sighed. "billie just... she's confusing. when we're out in public we're just friends, and when we're both alone we're like lovers"

"do you think it's mutual between you two?" she asked me.

"well we know what's up but it stays between us" i shrugged. "but she's so fucking oblivious!"

tycee just frowned as i ranted to her.

"like the other day some bitch was texting her" i rolled my eyes. "and i was getting jealous because why does she have a random bitch talking to her?"

"maybe they're friends?" ty told me. "you're probably overthinking it"

"but her phone kept dinging!" i groaned. "it's just so annoying! i haven't answered her at all though... bitch deserves it"

"for how long?" tycee asked.

"two or three days, i don't know" i shrugged. "she's been spamming me a lot"

"wait- you ghosted her for texting some other girl?" she made a face. "youre jealous! do you like her?"

"i just said that" i sent her a look. "isn't it obvious?"

"i don't know" she shrugged. "you're confusing"

"i ghosted her because she's texting another bitch while we do couple shit" i scoffed and rolled my eyes. "she's confusing. why act like you like me and then talk to someone else? make up your mind!"

"girl you do the same!" tycee snorted.

"no i don't" i smacked her chest. "shut up... even if i did i don't do it anymore"

"you really like her huh?" she looked down at me with a smirk.

"sadly..." i mumbled. "fuck that hoe though"

"be quiet" tycee chuckled.

"i don't know what to do though" i sighed while sitting up. "i mean... i just i wanna tell her but i'm scared"

"don't be" ty rubbed my shoulder. "if you tell her something good can happen"

"but you know how terrified i am when it comes to relationships and dating someone" i shook my head. "for fucks sake dude! we were messing around while she had a girlfriend!"

"oh what?" tycee furrowed her brows.

"yeah" i sighed. "so i'm just scared cause she's gonna do something like that"

"are you gonna answer billie?" tys eyes flicked down to my phone and back to me. "she's sent you like twenty texts ever since you've been here... you've been here for two days!"

"nope" i shook my head no. "not gonna"

"what is she saying?" she asked me.

i grabbed my phone and went to her messages from today. i didn't feel like reading the others ones from three days ago. they were just her saying 'hey' and then a couple hours later she sends me a '?'.

today at 11:37am

pirate: raelyn 😐
three fuckimg days
3 DAYS
why aren't you answering me
did i do something?
if i did i'm sorry
i'm very sorry
omg
just answer me dammit!
🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
raelynnn
i'll give u head
pls answer me
i miss you
like a lot actually
who am i supposed to cuddle???
im coming to ur house idc
fuck u