just friends

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billie
raelyn and i have been dating for almost a month now.

it's pretty easy to hide that we are, but i think some of our friends are catching on.

we just tell them that we're 'literally just friends' and they leave us alone after that. they believe us so i'm guessing we're good.

i've also kind of had a bit of issues.

you know how my last relationship was. it was a living hell! i hated it and it makes me feel uncomfortable to even think about it.

sometimes i get a little anxious when raelyn doesn't answer me for a certain amount of time.

i hate it though.

i feel bad because i'm kinda insecure and i'm always clingy and annoying to her. she doesn't seem to mind, but i'm always apologizing and shit.

we also started calling each 'baby' or 'babe' or 'love' and i really like that.

calling her stupid was getting kinda boring not gonna lie. she's my stupid though and still is stupid.

what a cute name that fits her perfectly

raelyn still calls me her idiot, i like it.

earlier, she sent me a text saying her mom was being a bitch to her. i told her to come over so she can escape that, but she didn't even answer me.

like i said earlier, i'm kinda worried.

stupid <3: sorry
my mom was yelling at me

me: are you okay?

stupid <3: no

me: alright
i was just checking

stupid <3: bro ?

me: don't bro me tf
call be baby bitch 🙄

stupid <3: sorry 🙄
baby can you come over

me: no fuck u

stupid <3: please

me: yeah i'll be there soon

stupid <3: okay
hurry please

me: 🖕

i sent her my last text and shoved my phone in my pocket. finneas asked where i was going when he saw me. i just told him to raelyns place and he had a dumbass smirk on his face.

i went outside and got in my car.

i got a new car scent and it smells so good in here.

it took me about fifteen minutes to get to raelyns house. her mom opened the door which startled me because it's usually maddy or her that opens it.

"your little friends here rae!" erin shouted while letting me inside. "how are you? havent seen you in three days"

"i'm doing good" i chuckled nervously. "what about you?"

"amazing" she smiled.

"that's nice" i nodded. "wheres raelyn?"