Im not sure why I made you my everything
I'm not sure why I fell in love with you
I was fine on my own
I was fine depending on me to be my own hand to hold
I was fine being numb to anything with a touch
I was...
As much as your mom hates me
Your sister makes small talk to end the conversation
As much as you wish I would drown in my tears
I still can't paint a picture without you
I guess lucky for you I never learned how to paint
Maybe I've ruined your life
Even if I can't tell you how I really feel anymore
I can tell you I feel something
I really wish sometimes
as close as it came to it
I wish the hurt would break the strings of my heart
Lets face it
You'll be apart of me until the day I die
You're the first person to take a risk on me
I know you regret it
At least you're good a pretending it's real
I wish I could be numb
I wish I didn't feel so much for you
Maybe then it would be easier for you to be happy knowing you're not my everything
Even though I gave you everything
I know when you leave there will be nothing
You'll have every string following you
Please walk far enough away to break them
Give me the ultimate execution
YOU ARE READING
Before I Blackout
PoetryMy best work is done when I'm on the edge of blacking out, when you finally stop trying to pretend you have a grip on what runs though your mind, you should try writing with your eyes half closed and your mind wide open. This may be an on going pro...
