Recap
As usual, the sheet was neat on the other side. Telling me what I had to know.
He didn't sleep here last night.
Relieved that I was, slowly turned to lay on my back. Facing the white ceiling above.
Yet another day in this prison.
End of recap
Jungkook's pov
"Here have some breakfast".
Jimin placed a plastic full of containers stacked on each other on my desk.
I looked up to see him smiling away.
"Like always you didn't have breakfast. You're welcome".
With that he walked out of my office. Leaving me all by myself.
*sigh*
I helplessly leaned back on my chair, watching the empty club through the huge glass windows
I can't get her out of my head.
I can't believe I did that.
Again.
Why is it so fucking hard to just get it over with?
It happens every damn time, where I go to destroy her instead end up letting her go.
I can't even look her in the face anymore. All I see is the woman I love. The woman I cherish. The woman...
She'll never be.
I need to stop treating her like my lover. I often forget she's not Abby.
She...
I shouldn't be saying so much. Not until I find out the truth. Nor should I be treating her like shit.
*sigh*
What troubles me more is that,
I sexually harassed her.
I-...
I have to apologise.
Fuck!
What kind of man am I?
What example am I setting for Jaedan and Kaiden? I can't let my own son become another version of me.
I'm supposed to be a role model for my son and younger brother and I'm no where near a perfect father nor a good brother.
I'm just....useless.
I ended up losing the woman I love, because of my own insolence, sadistic, ruthless actions.
Abby didn't deserve it either, yet I put her through it all.
It's quite laughable at how I thought I could be loved. I seriously thought a monster like me could ever be loved.
Look where that got me. She forgave me and maybe forgiveness was the only thing I was destined for since the man above took her away from me. Maybe it was for the best. After all the pain I inflicted on her, maybe she's better off in heaven.
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Fanfiction-Sequel to Bully- -That will make you hate Abby- "Do you know babygirl, these pair of eyes remind me so much of my lover" "Sir, y-you're drunk. It's not ideal for us to talk right now". He grabbed me by the arm, tugging me closer to him. "Mr Jeon pl...
