Notes | | Fred Weasley

•Part twenty four

warning: brief mentions of suicide, death, sexual assault.

"Today, we are here after a great loss." Dumbledore said in the great hall in front of everyone in Hogwarts, first years all the way to seventh years.

June 7th.

Today was Cedric's funeral, it had been two weeks since he died and those weeks had not been good at all for anyone.

You had been shutting yourself out from everyone and anyone. Both you and Brooklyn had seen Cedric's dead body before anyone else, and you both still refused to sleep knowing that the image of him hanging there would be all you can see.

It was hard to do anything, knowing for a fact that Cedric can't do anything anymore. Nothing. Not even open his eyes once more.

"Cedric Diggory was found exactly two weeks ago in his own bathroom, lifeless." Dumbledore said, making you sob into Naomi's shoulder even more.

Brooklyn was crying to Harry, whilst Harry was silently crying along with almost everyone in the hall. Even some people who never knew Cedric, how fun he was to be around.

"As a student of Hogwarts, and as someone who has known Cedric in his life time, I want each and every one of you to remember the date. May 24th." Dumbledore stated and stepped down from the podium to let another professor speak quickly.

"If anyone wishes to speak to Mr. Diggory, please do." McGonagall said to everyone before Dumbledore took over once again.

"Cedric-" he started but you couldn't handle it anymore, you ran out of the hall and all the way to Cedric's dorm.

You broke down in there, not caring if anyone followed you. Throwing everything in sight, sobbing as you walked to throw even more things. You still refused to go in the bathroom, the image of Cedric's body haunted you ever since.

As you walked around trying to find more things to break and throw, you came to a corner and saw all of Cedric's quidditch equipment along with his jersey. Cedric loved to play, it was one of the many things you love about him. He would always find a way to play quidditch, even if it's when your drunk off your asses, he would demand that we play at least one game.

You threw the jersey over your head, climbed into Cedric'a bed and stayed there sobbing into his old hoodie. His favourite one.

Staying there for what felt like ages, you heard a knock at the door. Without answering, the person came in.

"Ive got the letter. Please can we read it, we need to at some point Natalie." Brooklyn said and sat down, still crying, but holding the same letter Cedric had left for you two.

To my best friends, Brooklyn Potter and Natalie Willow Lupin.

I want you to know that I will always love you, I always have and I will never stop loving either one of you. Your my best friends and I am so sorry that this got so bad to the point that I ended all my pain.

Although my pain may end, yours won't. It would just get worse. I know how much both of you love hearing me laugh or see me smile, and I'm sorry that you can't anymore. You haven't for around four months now. It's hard for me to smile and pretend everything is fine when it's not.

The reason why I done what I did.. is because my own boyfriend knew that someone done this to me and continued to talk to then like nothing even happened at all. Adrian was still friends with fucking Marcus Flint after Flint had forced a girl to sexually assault me and touch me in places where I hated.

I'm not sure who the girl was, I'm pretty sure she doesn't go to Hogwarts. But I hated to know that someone had touched me there when I begged them not to. It hurt so bloody much and that's why I am choosing to do this.

Nothing can stop me.

I will love both of you forever and I really hope I can see you two again, please try to smile everyday like i am there with you because I will be. I will be by your sides all the time.

Natalie I will be there when you do the last task on the 24th of June, your birthday.

Brooklyn I will be there when you go out to buy Harry his first condom, if you even end up doing that. I know you want to give him a safe sex talk so maybe I'll watch that instead.

I'll be by your sides forever, I love you too. So much. I am so sorry.

Cedric Big Dickory.

Also I love my nickname, I'll get your dad to call me that Brooklyn and your mum to call me it too Natalie. Love you too.

You two were both uncontrollably sobbing even more now, Brooklyn had a look of murder in her eyes and you just wanted to kill Marcus along with Adrian and that random girl.

"I hate them." Brooklyn screamed out. She let out a loud scream, it must of hurt her lungs but she didn't stop until someone heard.

"What's happening in here!" Remus came running in with Harry, both holding up their wands.

"Please just make the pain stop, dad.." you cried to him and he pulled you into a huge huge, letting you cry into his shoulder.

"I'm going to do something about this, Cedric deserves the justice in about to get him." Brooklyn ran out of the room after picking up her band, you immediately knew where she was heading.

You copied her actions, grabbing your dads wand out of his hand and running after her. Once you caught up to her, you stayed in a raging silence. The only thing you could here was your footsteps, finally reaching somewhere.

The Slytherin dorms, the dungeons.

A/N: KILLING RAMPAGE YAY!!! but suicide letter.. ouch. I hate Adrian, Marcus and that stupid bitchy random girl. sorry, not sorry.

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