love and crosses JJK *READER

taking care

i saw y/n holding a vase high in her hand mumbling "you?"at me.my eyes were still on the vase she was holding, afraid that it would hit me anytime but i saw it moving down as she clutched her stomach tight groaning in pain,quickly escorting her to the bed i grabbed the vase away from her placing it away. she moved uncomfortably,handing her a pack of fresh juice i sat beside her.

"thanks, i-i thought you left."she said "yea i left to bring all these for you"i showed her the cover holding against her face "not to leave you alone and go home at this state of yours."i stared.

"thanks koo and sorry for that,i thought that you'd left and it was someone else"she said pointing at the vase,'why would it be someone else and who would she be scared of?' i thought 

"but you should go home now,i can take care of myself,i don't want to worry you more" 

"worry?my ASS..take care of yourself? again my ASS,now shut up and drink that juice, later take the tablets, there's everything you need in the cover,chocolates,snacks and that umm..you know something you wear..umm, that" "PADS jungkook PADS,they are called pads,anyway thanks but how did you know all these?"by now i was near the door towards the kitchen "google, and a special person?i'll bring you a heating pad and soup soon now sleep"i yelled while jogging down."who special person?" she asked confused but i shrugged it making it seem like i didn't hear her.

after a good 15 minutes i had prepared a less spicy dinner with vegetable soup and carried the hot pack with me towards her bedroom. seeing her moving and turning her body around still in pain, i went towards her placing the plate on a night stand while making her sit up placing the food near her i took a spoon full of soup to feed her but she grabbed the spoon away from my hand "i can eat on my own i'm not a baby"she said pouting making me awe at her,giving up i placed a strand of her hair behind her ear smiling at her. i sat there until she finished her food, i could say that she was really hungry and didn't care about the taste but nonetheless said "woah,kookie this is soo damn yummy, be my cook but for free" i just glared at her for the given nickname,she wiggled at her place like a kid and went back to her business.

placing all the utensils in the kitchen after i had washed both mine and y/n's plates i went back to her room to grab my jacket, bid her a bye and leave, enacting what i thought "where are you going?" she asked me while i was wearing my jacket "home" 

"can't you just stay back please? , it's already late and i don't want to be alone anymore." "umm, are you sure?"

 "i mean, i'm okay if you have no prob-" "okay staying back "i removed my jacket back and went towards her bed, i saw her placing the heat bag on her thighs "do you want anything else or re heat that for you"i asked, she only pulled me down next to her and laid her head on my chest "no, nothing."she mumbled hugging my waist getting comfortable.

"hey, are you uncomfortable should i move back?"she moved her head away from my chest sitting straight as she sensed my body stiff while she had rested"i'm sorry i didn't mean to,i just-"she stated with fear in her voice and eyes "hey,no i just- nothing come here" i pulled her towards me making her head rest on my chest again bringing my hand along her waist hugging her tight she smiled while she did the same...i was smiling all the time i held her, my heart was beating so fast as if it was competing in a running race and breaking Usain Bolt's record, i hoped she didn't hear it, i bent a little to take a look at the girl who seemed fast asleep, looking at her beautiful face i yearned to place my lips on hers, but trying to hold it, i failed, leaving a peck on her forehead as if consoling both my heart which wanted to kiss and my mind which told me not to,thus i was mutual to both.i guess i like her, no maybe love? ahh i sound crazy myself now,don't mind but i realized i like her more than a friend,we snoozed out for the first time in each other's embrace.

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2 days had passed and i was back to uni, i took a leave past two days as i was not feeling well and jungkook had been with me for the whole time helping me keeping my mood up taking care of me, i had never been so thankful to him for the support he had provided or i would just breakdown.  

"how are you feeling babe,are you okay now?" asked lia concern lingering in her voice.

"yeaa, you had been away for two days, are you okay?" asked namjoon making hoseok and yoongi nod

"thanks guys, i'm fine , jungkook was there the whole time and took care, thanks to him i'm fine" i said looking at him and smiling who was reciprocating the same emotion,i don't know,i had grown more close to jungkook than anyone else, he controlled all my worst mood swings, still stayed when i insisted for him to go and by all these gestures he had made a safe spot in my heart and i was happy. i felt him kissing me yesterday which had me shocked but didn't react to not make it awkward for both of us.all my feelings came to an halt when i heard jimin say something 

"were you that sick just for having your periods?, everyone has it what's the big deal?"he mocked at me, i found myself sulking at the question,i knew it wasn't a big deal for others,and some months it's not a big deal for me either,i'll be fine when i take tablets but this month got worse even after taking them, i couldn't help,but do they think i was exaggerating my pain?although to my save lia had hopped in, 

"no vagina,no opinion, if you can't feel the pain then you are not allowed to say a name" she said making no sense but some sense for sure. i could understand where she was coming from 

"but have to say, jungkook took care of you? i'm surprised" yoongi mouthed after a long time, he only talks when it's necessary 

"oh guys don't even start with that, he called me all worried that day asking what to do to help her and make her feel less pain, you should have heard his desperate voice,i had never heard him talk like that,all worried." lia yelped. 

"what no way..! koo? , him?, look at this guy are you talking about this kid?"asked seokjin standing behind his back placing a hand on younger's shoulder "shut up hyung, don't over react, i do take care of people, i took care of almost all of you when you were either sick or came home dead ass drunk and puked every where you went" he said making everyone shut up instantly and slapping the hand off his shoulder 

"whatever koo..why would you ask her,was she the special person you were talking about?oh god,she will tease me till death now"i said out loud pointing at lia the whole time not caring about my words 

"oh that is for sure,maybe even after your death" said lia giving my pointed hand a shake making others laugh

"oh i don't mind whatsoever,if she teased you with me"he blurted out making everyone howl and coo for him, making people moving around look at them "look at him all manly now" said jmin eyeing the younger, lia pushed me towards jungkook making me stumble and land on him luckily he held me. "look at them they look so cute together." lia said sounding an 'awe' at the end making everyone follow her

the one person who had been quite all these time was feeling incredibly jealous and stormed out of the place making everyone worried and look at him,especially the girl.

"what's wrong with him? why would he go away like that,he didn't even utter a word"hoseok said "yes that's so unlike tae" jin muttered.

3rd person pov:

"tae, stop where are you going , stop, please tell me what happened?"she ran behind him until he stopped at the roof top turning around"nothing babe,i just wanted some fresh air"he lied "no you are hiding something tell me" she urged him

"ahh,i was jealous okay? you were all awed at him and you were also praising him,you looked at him with soo much love,but you know, i want to take care of you too. i want to be a good boyfriend to you" he said taking it all out in one go, later pouting."aww tae you are soo cute, don't be pouty you are the good, better,best boyfriend, i could ever ask for so don't worry okay? i love you and you love me that's what it matters and don't care about anyone else."she said pecking his lips,they didn't know that someone was watching them all these time smirking.

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yeaa, i couldn't hold myself anymore from posting, so here it is.

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