One Shot Collection

writer ft reader

I'm a writer while she's my silent reader.

Falling in love is not my thing.

Loving someone is not on my list.

Having a relationship? What is it anyway?

Having a crush, liking someone, loving someone and falling too hard?

I have no time for b-llsh-ts.

All I wanted is to write

All I wanted is to express my feelings

Because those feelings inside me, is slowly killing me.

Anxiety, sadness and fear.

I was just writing to express those feelings, I never imagined writing for someone.

Not until I noticed her,

First react

That's not a big deal, right? Maybe she's the first person who saw my updates that's why,

But no..

She is always the first to react on my story updates

At first, I did not noticed it

Because I was too busy thinking on how should I end my grieving.

I focused on writing and writing and writing

Until I noticed her,

I sometimes posted about how I am feeling just to let those sadness inside me, out, and delete it after a minute or an hour.

And here she is,

Flooding me a messages.

She once send me about what Morrie says to his Student Mitch in the book which was entitled 'Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom'

And that hit me hard.

I noticed myself, healing

I noticed myself smiling every time I saw her reacted on my posts

I noticed myself writing not because I wanted to let it out but because I wanted to write, for her

I noticed myself, waiting for her another flood messages

I noticed myself, falling for her

I stay low key,

But this time,

I wrote for her

I wrote a love story for her

I wrote everything I can write for her

One day she asked me. "Why did you change your genre?"

That day, I confessed.

It's hard, that I call every saints that I know, wishing she would say she felt the same way.

But again,

I felt broken.

She doesn't feel the same way

She's just my silent reader

But never gonna be mine, forever.

Because she likes someone else

She likes, another writer