Tired Out

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Two more weeks flew by and I was due to start my teaching job in less than twenty-four hours. For the past  two weeks I was stuck in a routine. I would wake up and join Steve for our morning run, then I'd train with Wanda before going to the lab to work with Tony. After all of that was done, I'd hole myself up in my room, making and going over lesson plans for the first month of class. To say I was stressed was an understatement.

     Since Bucky's letter, Steve made sure to keep an eye on me. It was cute, except when he tried to tell me what to do. He wanted me to take a break, or eat, or sleep and, although I appreciated the concern, I didn't have enough time.

     Wanda and I used up most of the days training. I needed to learn control. I didn't want to keep feeling everyone emotions. It was overwhelming and exhausting. For the most part, I did learn how to suppress it. It was the same concept of building a mental wall around my mind to keep other out. I no longer felt others emotions unless it was a very, very strong emotion. I was working on getting my walls stronger, but it would have to do for now.

     Tony took up the other half of my day since we were making those x-ray imaging contacts. They were pretty much done. There was only a few details that Tony was still working out. I was no help since it was computer programming stuff.

     That left lesson planning to take up my night. Principal Davis had given me the course books the school used. I was allowed to plan my lessons myself as long as I still covered the topics I needed to to meet the course requirements. It gave me a lot of creative freedom in how I actually taught the information. I was taking the job very seriously. I still wanted my students to do well.

"Come to bed, my love. We have a long day tomorrow." Loki finally said and tried to get me to put down my notebook.

"I'm almost done." I replied without even looking up at him.

"That can be done tomorrow. Right now, you need to sleep." Loki sighed when I didn't answer, or listen. With a wave of his hand, my notebook completely vanished.

"Loki..." I said warningly and glared at him. "Give my notes back.

"Not until you promise to come to bed. Right now. No 'one second', or 'I just need to finish one more thing', now." Loki told me with a stern look.

"School starts tomorrow, I need to get this done."

"You have it done. You're just obsessing now." Loki said. "You're lessons are amazing, I've read them . They are, quite literally, perfect."

     I couldn't stay mad at him when he said sweet things like that. The problem was that I had butterflies in my stomach for the past week and they got worse with every minute that went by. Loki saw my conflicted expression and sighed. He got down on his knee in front of me and lifted my chin.

"I know you're nervous," Loki started, "but they are going to love you." His finger brushed against my lower lip and I took a deep breath, closing my eyes for a second. I was trying to relax, but couldn't. There was too much adrenaline. "Feel what I feel. Open your mind, my love." Loki whispered gently.

     I watched him for a second, giving him enough time to back out. When he didn't, I opened myself up to feel his emotions. An overwhelming amount of love hit me and I gasped, my eyes closing for a second.

"There you go," Loki whispered when my shoulders relaxed.

"I still don't know if I'll be able to sleep." I told him. "I definitely feel better, but I still feel... shaky?" I said, asking myself if that was the right word.

"Well then," Loki paused to pick me up bridal style and started walking toward the bed, "allow me to tire you out." He smirked and laid me down on the sheets.

Loki climbed onto the bed with me, and sat between my legs. He leaned forward and kissed me, while his hands went to work undressing me. I moaned into him as I felt his lust and need consume me.

I lifted my hips to help with my shorts and raised my arms for him to take off my shirt. All my clothes ended up thrown across the room as Loki went back to kissing me.

I was naked underneath him, but he still moved slowly. His hand moved down to feel my wetness. When he did, a pleased groan left his lips. His fingers trailed through my folds, but avoided my clit. I was about to get upset, but he quickly moved his fingers to my entrance and pushed two fingers in.

I yelped when he curled them perfectly into my g-spot. Small shocks of pleasure ran through me as Loki's fingers set a good rhythm. His lips left mine to start kissing down my neck and body while my hips moved to meet his fingers.

     I could feel him suck hickeys into my skin, and the slight sting from his mouth sucking on my skin was adding to my pleasure. When his tongue finally met my clit, I jerked forward. He flicked his tongue in time with his fingers as they pumped in and out of me.

     I was so close. Close enough to see stars and lose the ability to speak. As soon as I started to tighten around his fingers, he pulled away.

"Loki!" A strangled gasp left my lips, begging him to finish what he started.

"My goal isn't just to make you cum, Kitten. My goal is to exhaust you." He said against my skin as he kissed my thighs and stomach.

"Please..." I whimpered when the warmth died down again. I was so sensitive that his touch almost immediately had me on edge again. But, every time I would almost fall of the cliff into ecstasy, Loki pulled away.

     Loki kept edging me. My mind was spiraling every time he denied me of my high. He continued this pattern for the next thirty minutes. By the time he showed mercy, I was a mess. My orgasm was so strong that my vision went black for a second. When I came to again, Loki was helping me come down, whispering praises in my ear while slowing his fingers. His lips pressed small kisses against my neck and chest, allowing me to catch my breath before he kissed my lips. His fingers were now moving slowly and every time he curled them just right, shocks of pleasure shot through my body.

     My muscles hurt from contracting so hard and it was made obvious how sore I was every time his fingers hit the right spot. Loki kissed my lips, pulling my focus off his fingers until another shock went through me. I whimpered and wrapped my hand around his wrist to stop him from moving.

     Instead of stop, Loki pulled my hand off of him and pinned it above my head. His fingers then sped up to an incredibly fast pace. He had me screaming in less than fifteen seconds. My muscles contracted as I was in a state of euphoria. Any noises that tried to escape got trapped in my throat as my eyes rolled back.

     Loki finally released my wrists and pulled his fingers out of me, immediately putting them in his mouth to suck clean. More words of praise left his lips. A lot of him repeating 'good girl' and 'so good for me'. I was still on cloud nine. I was also exhausted the more and more I calmed down.

     When Loki finally pulled away, he told me he'd be right back and went into the bathroom to get me a warm washcloth. I moaned when I felt the warmth on my skin. Loki passed the washcloth over my arms, chest, stomach, and legs until I was barely conscious. He started to clean me up, but before he was done, I was already asleep.

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