You've been best friends with the boys for quite some time now. But you're best BEST friend out of all of them is the outer space lover himself, Corbyn Besson. Although your brother, the one and only Jonah Marais, can sometimes be a bit too over pro...
I froze. Those words. Those three words. Those stupid 8 letters. I hate them with everything I am. I never wanted to hear them again but here I am.
*Flashback*
Me and Carter have been together for a year now. It's actually our one year anniversary today. He said he had a big surprise for me and here we are at a fancy resturant for dinner.
Carter:So, you enjoying that pasta?
You:You know I am. I love pasta
I giggle and he chuckles. I look up at him and catch him staring at me.
You:You ok?
Carter:Yea I just can't get over how beautiful you are.
I blush and smile. After we finish dinner he took me a light field. It was beautiful and I never wanted this night to end. All of a sudden he takes my hands and holds them.
Carter:There's something I've been wanting to talk to you about
You:May I ask, what it is?
Carter:I..I love you y/n
You:You-...really?
Carter:Yes really I love you
You:Carter...
I hug him tight for what felt like forever. In that moment everything was perfect, I never wanted the night to end.
*End of Flashback*
You:You..love me?..
Corbyn:Yea..For a while now actually. I fell in love with you and I didn't even know it until sometime last week.
You:Corbyn..
Corbyn:I know. I know you're not ready and if you don't even feel the same way then that's totally ok. We can forget I ever said anything.
You:No Corbyn it's just..I don't know how..I feel. My thoughts are everywhere and what about..Jonah?
Corbyn:If you don't feel the same then just tell me..please
He looks away from me and I see tears fill his eyes. I wanted him. I really did but after being tramatized from love. I just don't know if I can do it again. I need time to think about it.
You:Listen I don't want to hurt you or Jonah. I need time to think about it. Is that ok with you?
A few tears fall down his cheeks and he nods. He looks down and I can tell he wants to cry. So I take his hand and pull him into a hug. He melts into my arms and starts crying quietly. I hate seeing him upset, I tear up. I rubbed his back and ran my fingers through his hair trying to calm him down. We stayed like that for a few minutes until he finally calmed down. He looks at me and sniffles. I wipe his tears and kiss his forehead.
You:Are you gonna be ok?
Corbyn:Yea. I think so. And I'm sorry.
You:Hey, don't be sorry. I'm glad you told me how you're feeling.
Corbyn:Really?
You:Yes really. Corbyn I could have gone my whole life not knowing how you felt but you told me and I'm glad that you did.
Corbyn:Just promise me one thing?
You:What's up?
Corbyn:The way I feel about you..If you don't feel the same promise that it won't ruin our friendship? I don't wanna lose you..
You:Corbyn..Of course I won't let it ruin our friendship.
He hugs me tight and I hug him back, never wanting to let go. I want to stay there forever. He made me feel safe. I tear up, knowing that what I feel for Corbyn could possibly change everything. In that moment I just wanted to be in his arms a little more longer.
You:Can we-..stay like this..just for a few more minutes?
Corbyn:Of course we can.
I let a few tears fall as he sat next to me. He holds me tight and close. I layed my head on his chest as he stroked my hair. I wanted to stay there forever, I never wanted to leave that spot. After a few minutes, I find myself cuddling in the back room on the couch with Corbyn. We're messing around playing games, taking pictures, talking, and just spending time with each other. At one point we did face masks.
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After a few hours passed by we both decided to go to bed. I kissed his cheek and got up.
Corbyn:Wait.
I turn and look at him.
You:Is everything ok?
Corbyn:One date.
You:What?
He gets up and walks closer to me. He takes my hands and holds them as I blush.
Corbyn:I wanna take you on a proper date before you make up your mind. If that's ok with you.
You:Corbyn..
Corbyn:Please? Give me a chance y/n. I want to show you what I have to offer. I want to treat you like the princess you are.
His words make me blush even harder. I smile as I place my hand on his neck, I kiss his cheek and he wraps his arms around my waist.
You:What about Jonah?
Corbyn:Who says he has to know?
We both smile at each other knowing that this is what we want. In that moment Jonah and the other guys didn't matter to me. I just wanted to be with Corbyn. He makes me feel safe. He makes me happy.
Corbyn:So what do you say y/n? Can I take you out tomorrow? We have a free day so it works out perfectly. And we don't have to tell anyone, it'll be just us and no one else.
His words are so tempting. I don't even have to think to know what I want. And that's the only reason I said...
