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Nerd Alert • When You're Gone P.I

During the show I stayed with Lera in the bus the whole time. I felt like everything was my fault. I should've just stopped Corbyn. It's my fault that they fought. Though I never thought Jonah would be the one to throw first. I still had tear stains on my cheek and Lera's pants were semi soaked with my tears due to crying into her lap. I felt bad for all the negative emotions that were caused in this bus. I felt like it was all my fault cause I know how to hold grudges and I overthink too much. We love anxiety.

Lera: Hey..you hungry?

You:..a little bit..

Lera: We can order food if you want.

I nod and she grabs her phone, starting to order food. I just watched the TV that was one. Tangled was playing, which calmed me down cause it's my favorite movie. How could you not love it? The way he looks at her and changes because of her. The whole plot is so adorable, even pascal. I was feeling kind of tired so I decided to take a quick nap before the food got here. I told Lera to wake me up when it's here so I went to my bunk and fell asleep pretty quickly.

*Lera's POV*

The boys got back to the bus after I ordered the food. To no surprise, Jonah and Corbyn had bruises on their faces. They both look at me and I just sat there with my arms crossed, glaring at them. I waited for one of them to say something but none of them budged. I scoffed and shook my head in disappointment. I got up and started speaking to them. I made sure everything I said to them wasn't full of anger but I made it firm and strict.

Lera: Do you guys have any idea how much trouble you caused?

They stayed quiet and looked down in guilt.

Lera: Y/n was crying for 20 minutes straight because you two can't be grown ass men. Jonah I get it. You want to protect her and don't want anyone hurting her but there's other ways to go about it.

Jonah: I was just-

Lera: I'm not finished. You both should be ashamed of yourselves. Y/n is worried sick about the both of you. She blames herself for everything that went down tonight. You guys know better than to solve a problem this way. I'm disappointed in the both of you...

Corbyn: We're sorry.

Lera: I'm not the one you should apologize to. I don't know what's going on between you guys but whatever it is, you need to figure it out before y/n wakes up.

*End of Lera's POV*

I woke up from my nap due to some loud talking in the front of the bus. I heard Lera talking and it sounded like she was talking to someone but she sounded mad. I decided to get out of my bunk and get closer to listen. I then hear Jonah's voice and Corbyn's voice. They sounded upset. I felt bad. It was my fault they got into a fight in the first place and they're the ones apologizing. I didn't know if should step out of hiding or go back to my bunk. I didn't know what to do. For the first time in just a few weeks, I felt lost. Again. I went to my bunk and laid down, made it look like I was sleeping. A few minutes later Lera opens my bunk and shakes me to "wake me up." I open my eyes.

Lera: Hey. Foods here.

You: I'll be there.

She closes my bunk and I throw on my hoodie and get out my bunk. Put up my hood to cover my face so they wouldn't see my tear stains. I go to where Lera was and leaned my head on her shoulder. I watched her as she served some plates for everyone. My mind was blank. I couldn't think. I just wanted to smile and be ok. I see, from the corner of my eye, Corbyn in the bathroom trying to clean up his face. I could tell he was having some trouble so I went over to help him, though I didn't say a word. I simply took the dry cotton ball from his hand and wet it with water a bit. I then cleaned up the blood from his face. He looked down the whole time.

Corbyn: Are you mad at me?..

I couldn't answer that. I wasn't mad or annoyed. I was hurt and felt guilty.

Corbyn: I'm sorry..I shouldn't have done what I did.

You: Corbyn...

I sighed as he looked up at me to make eye contact but I looked down.

You: I'm sorry. I...I caused nothing but bad energy to this bus and it's my fault that you and Jonah fought. I don't know how you're still with me..

Corbyn: Cause I love you.

He lifted my chin with his finger making me look at him and make eye contact.

Corbyn: I love you and only you y/n. I don't want anyone else.

You: I'm just your best friends little sister..

Corbyn: No..No y/n stop. I only want you. I don't love any other girl the way I love you.

You: Maybe we should take a step back and-

Corbyn: No! Y/n I'm- no! I don't- ugh!

He punches the wall out of frustration causing me to flinch a bit. Tears form in my eyes. I don't want this but it's for the best.

You: Corbyn..