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Nerd Alert • What a Time

The boys finally get on stage and start performing. I, like always, watch from the side of the stage. Time goes by and the boys are now performing they're last song of the night. Corbyn's giving about a speech and just as he's almost done, he says..

Corbyn:I'd also like to dedicate this last song to someone very special to me. Someone who's always been there for me. She always knows how to make me smile and how to make me laugh, even just knowing that she's in my life makes me the happiest I've ever been. I love you y/n y/l/n.

Tears have filled my eyes at this point. All the fans start screaming and cheering as the boys being to perform What am I. I let a few tears fall and I look down to wipe them. Just then I feel someone take my hand and pull me on stage. I look up and see Corbyn looking into my eyes, singing to me as he wipes my tears. A soft smile comes across his face and they finish performing. He wraps his arms around my waist as I hug him tight. He lifts my head with his hand and kisses me softly, I kiss back. In that moment it felt like time had froze and it was just me and him. Nothing else mattered in that moment.

Corbyn:I love you so much y/n

You:I love you too Corbyn

We smile at each other and he kisses my head before I leave the stage, so they can take their bow. Corbyn runs down to me and pulls me into a long hug. His warm embrace made me feel safe and loved. Just as I was about to go in for a kiss, a girl pushes me and Corbyn away from each other. Instincts told me to punch the crap out of her but, I don't know her story. Corbyn's eyes land on the girl and a huge smile immediately is plastered on to his face. I realize who the girl is, Lera Clark. She and Corbyn were always super close, she was like another best friend to him. Looking back now, seeing them together always made me a teeny bit jealous. Not to mention the way he would always favorite her over me. Don't get me wrong I loved her with all my heart I just sorta wished he'd look at me the way he looked at her, with hope and passion. Seeing them look at each other like that made me die internally.

Corbyn:Lera? What are you doing here?

Lera:Well I wanted to surprise you obviously

Corbyn:Well consider me surprised. God I missed you so much.

Lera:Not as much as I missed you.

They melt into a conversation completely forgetting that I'm there. I decided I would just join the boys in their green room. As I walk in I see all the boys go quite and they all give me a weird look.

You:Why are you guys looking at me like that?

Jonah:You ok?

You:Yea? Why wouldn't I be?

Daniel:Just making sure you're ok

You:Ok cut the crap and just tell me what's going on?

They all share a look with each other before start talking. They look back at me and just as they're about to start talking, Corbyn walks in with Lera.

Corbyn:I'm just gonna shower real quick then we can go.

Lera:Ok. Hey boys, y/n.

Jack:Hey Lera.

You:Hi...Lera

The boys attention goes to Lera and I take this chance to go to the bathroom, where Corbyn is. I walk in just as he's about to start undressing himself. He jumps a bit as he turns around to face me.

Corbyn:Gosh you scared me.

You:Sorry

Corbyn:Hey..You ok?

You:Yea yea I just wanted to talk.

Corbyn:You're excessively rubbing your hands on your thighs. You do that when you're anxious. So I'll ask one more time.

He sets down his chain on the counter and walks towards me, taking me hands and holding them in his.

Corbyn:What's wrong?

You:Nothing's wrong I promise. I have the man of my dreams right in front of me, I don't have a reason to be upset.

He flashes a smile at me and places a warm kiss on my lips. He hugs me tight and kisses my head as I take in the smell of his neck.

Corbyn:Alright well I gotta shower and get ready

I take a look at the clothes he has laid on the counter.

You:You're gonna wear that?

Corbyn:What do you mean? It's casual nothing to fancy.

You:A re- wait are talking about the same thing?

Corbyn:What do you mean?

You:Where are you going?

Corbyn:I'm gonna hang out with Lera.

You:Lera?

Corbyn:Yea

You:I thought me and you had plans to go to dinner. Remember? We saw that fancy restaurant down the road?

Corbyn's face instantly filled up with guilt. He forgot. I sigh as I let go of his hands and look down.

Corbyn:I am so sorry. I...tell you what me and Lera will only be out for an hour so we can meet up at the restaurant after ok? I promise.

You:Corbyn it's fine we can go another time.

Corbyn:No baby please. I want to take you there.

I melted when he called me 'baby.' How could I say no to him.

You:Fine

He placed a kiss on my cheek and smiles at me. I place a soft kiss on his lips and walk out, closing the door behind me. I go to the boys and we all play a game while we wait for Corbyn. He finally comes out a few minutes later and we all head out. I noticed it was raining and remembered one of the things on my bucket list was to dance in the rain.

You:Guys we should dance in the rain, I've always wanted to do that.

Zach:Come on Jacky boy kiss me in the rain as you dip me in your arms!

Jack:I'm coming babygirl!

Jack grabs Zach in his arms and dips him. He then pretends to kiss him and we laugh at their actions. Then Daniel and Jonah join them, dancing in the rain.

You:Corbyn come dance with me.

I turn to look at Corbyn, the smile on my face instantly turns into a frown as I see him already dancing with Lera. I feel a knot form in my stomach as I try to hold back my sadness. I sigh as I turn back around and head to the bus