✧𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐌𝐁✧𝕁𝕖𝕗𝕗 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕜✧

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January 5th
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'Hey.' I said meekly.

'Hey.' He replied. 'How are you?'

'I'm ok, I guess, how are you?' I ask.

'Could be better. Anyways, is this all mine?' He questions.

'Erm yeah, that's Nerf's dog food and treats.' I say as I point to a plastic Target bag. 'That one has his toys in it and erm here's his leash. That big green bag has your clothes and all your toiletries.'

'Oh ok.' Jeff responds whilst looking at the stuff in front of him. 'Let me just go put Nerf in the car and I'll be back for this stuff.'

He turned and walked off towards David's Tesla, as the vlogger was dropping him off home. I said hi to David and he asked if everything was good, which of course I lied and just nodded my head. 'Do you want me to help you take the rest of the bags to the car?' I ask.

'No no. It's fine. I've got it.' Jeff says as picks up all 3 bags. 'Thank you though.' He smiles faintly.

As he smiles, we both catch each other's eyes and it never made me want to kiss anyone so badly. I turn my head, facing away from him and looked towards the stairs to focus on not crying. 'Bye Ari.' He softly says as his hand brushed my arm.

'Bye.' I reply without looking back at him.

The door closes, so does the back of the car, then the front gate and with that, so did my heart.

I don't want anyone else.

I shuffled along the floor to the sofa, I lay my tired mind on a pillow and then drifted off.

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After I help Jeff get all his stuff, he left at Ari's, up to his apartment, I climbed back into my Tesla and I couldn't help but wonder.

I find it crazy how Jeff and Ari are no more. They were both so perfect for one another. They both showed different sides of themselves when the other was near, not to the point where they were a whole different person but as in, it added to their persona as a whole.

Everyone knows Jeff as hard shelled, nothing phases me type of guy, but with her he was soft, more loving and showed vulnerability.
For Ari, all she showed was vulnerability and softness however with him, he somehow gave her the strength and courage to stand up to things and be more vocal in her opinions.

Both had completely different outcomes but nonetheless the same method. It was like Yin and Yang. You could never have one without the other, the inseparability was unmatched. No one could compare to the two. Not even Heath and Mariah.

We all have our demons and I think coming down to who was right and who was wrong, both were right in their own way. Ari, didn't have to tell Jeff anything because at the end of the day, it was her business. If she didn't want to tell anyone, then she didn't have too.

Jeff, he is allowed to be upset that she didn't tell him, but however not in the way that she should've said something, but in the way that he felt like by knowing, he could've been closer to his now, ex girlfriend and could've became more aware of when an anxiety attack was underway.

On the other hand, personally where I believe Jeff is in the wrong is the fact that he acted the way he did. He shouldn't of gotten angry or started a full blown argument over it.

They both wanted to protect someone they loved and in their case it backfired. Do I think that they will get back together? Possibly. Do I want them to get back together? Absolutely.

Only time can tell.

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