✧𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐌𝐁✧𝕁𝕖𝕗𝕗 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕜✧

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January 13th
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I was on my way to a studio that Lewis and I rented out to shoot my music video. Over the past three days, I've spoke to Lila Warren over the phone about my vision for the music video and she's pitched in some ideas, to help elevate the video as not many YouTubers get far in the music scene, meaning that the music video needs to be perfect.

Out of the whole group of YouTubers who can sing and want to be professional, I am amongst very few who are actually getting somewhere. Lewis and Natalie joke by saying I'm gonna be the only YouTuber by the end of it as they believe that my chance on becoming big is a lot greater than most. For starters I performed at the Streamys which gave me the push into the scene I needed and now I have Vogue contacting me over a cover that they want me to be on, if my album exceeds expectations, so I'm starting to believe that I'm doing well for myself as much as they are.

I've spoke to Tyla all about it and she is so proud of me for pursuing my dream. I've also asked how her family are doing and she said for the most part, they are doing well, but her grandad isn't getting any better. She said that he doesn't have long left so they are just gonna spend his last days with him and give him lots of twinkies as they are his favourite, which I couldn't help but shed a tear to. Quitting YouTube for her was the best decision she has made, she says. She feels free and less stressed, which is what she needs at this moment in time.

I pull into the parking lot of the studio and proceed to get out of my new car. The Porsche I always wanted, which I got two days ago. I waltz through the studio and go through a door, leading to a massive set, with green screens, things hanging from the ceiling, big cameras and flashing lights.

'Hi Ari!' A female voice called out from the left side of the room.

I swiftly turn my head to be met with an older woman with dark hair smiling at me. 'Hi!' I reply. I walk over her and pull Lila into a hug.

'How are you?' She asks.

'I'm feeling great thank you, how are you?'

'I'm doing good my darling.'

'I just wanted to say thank you so so much for helping me with this. I know there's a lot to do in three days but I can't tell you how much this means to me.'

'Oh my gosh, it's perfectly fine. Thank you for choosing me.' She giggles pulling me into another hug. 'It is a lot to do but you know girl power, we can do this.' She smiles. 'Shall we get straight into it?'

'Yes absolutely!'

'Right, Camila, James and Mark get Ari in the dressing room for scene 5 please and after that Laurel get Ari strapped up please! Thank you!'

The group of people she called out at, all nodded. Camila, James and Mark escorted me to the dressing room where they did my hair and makeup, then gave my first outfit to wear. I left the dressing room and walked straight over to Laurel who strapped me up to a harness.

'Ari you ready?' Lila shouts from her directors chair.

'Born ready baby!'

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I was at David's for the 4th time this week and as I walked through the door, I flopped down on the sofa next to Natalie.

'What's with the long face?' She asks.

'Nothing.'

'Yes there is Jeff. What's the matter?' Natalie prods.

'I'm just a little bored, that's all.' I say with frustration.

'How dare you.' David giggles from the kitchen. 'Bored of me?'

'No no. Just bored in general. I feel like everything is just repeating itself.' I explain.

'In what way?' Natalie questions.

'Like everything I do now. I get up, take Nerf on a hike. Go back home, get changed and just come here where I sit and mope all day, then go back home and sleep, just to wake up and do it all over again.'

'You miss her don't you?'

I sit in silence for a few minutes. Of course I miss her. I shouldn't have let her go. She was my everything. I wonder about her all the time. What is she wearing? Has she eaten? Did she take Boots for a walk? Does she miss me as much as I miss her?

'Of course I do.' I reply. 'Do you know what's she's doing today?'

'Erm I think she's filming her music video for God Is A Woman today.' Natalie informs.

'Where?'

'At some studio.'

'What's is called?' I eagerly ask.

'I don't know. You're not seriously thinking about going to see her are you? Cause I don't think that's a good idea.'

'Why?'

'Don't get me wrong Jeff, I love you, but she's doing something for herself. You going to see her will just ruin it. If you love her as much as you claim, you'd leave her alone to grow and do her thing. She doesn't want to depend on you to make her happy and that's what she was starting to do. So just leave her be and if it's meant to be, she'll come back.' Natalie states.

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