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September 8th
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It was later that day and I was in the car driving to the airport, to pick up Reggie. The time I spent with Jeff flew by. I didn't even realise that it was 5pm until Jeff had told me.

I don't why but when I drive my mind becomes free. It's like driving is some sort of therapy technique. It really helps clear my head and just analyse every thought....and can you guess who I thought about? Yep....Jeff.

Ever since that night when I got crazy shit faced and couldn't remember what happened, he was on my mind 25/8. I think of him when I'm in the shower, in bed, at the grocery store, watching television and even washing up.

I know it's bad. I shouldn't be falling for him so hard. However, it's difficult not to, he is the first genuine guy since the event. My life has been a rollercoaster. Trying to get a genuine guy is on another level of tough.

Some guys want you for the money, some want you for the fame and some guys want you for a one night stand. I still don't understand, why do some guys have to be so blind sighted? Girls want to be loved. It's just like they thrive off women's neediness. They use it to there advantage instead of actually helping girls get over the things that make them that way.

But can I really say anything about neediness? Nope. I've been needy for someone's affection since the event and it is definitely a problem....because look how last time turned out....a restraining order.

But Jeff isn't like that....I know in my heart. This time I'm 100% sure it's not in my head....well I'm not in my head about him....I'm in my head about me. I have a feeling the my love is a curse.

I made it to the airport at 5:23pm and Reggie still wasn't out of the airport, so I decided to ring Natalie and ask if she wanted to have that sleepover I promised her. 'Hey Nat, how are you?' I say over the phone.

'I'm good, what's up?' She politely asks back.

'I was wondering whether or not you wanted to have that sleepover that I promised you?'

'Ok but remember....'

'I know I'll buy the wine.' I giggle. 'I'll ask Reggie if he wants to join, I'm picking him up form the airport.'

'Ok that's great, what time shall I be at yours?'

'Erm, 6:30?'

'Perfect.' She says.

'Alright see you later, bye!'

'Bye!'

I end the call with Natalie and open up Instagram. Scrolling through, I see that Carmen posted a photo she took with the brand deal and that Jeff and Tyla had tagged me in one of their photos.

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