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The boys' tour had been going on for a week now, unfortunately as I thought we never see each other and that hurts me because when I was with him I was totally a different person, happier, but I was so proud of them.

"No dear, it's because of me that Anne is with Alex," Oliver said.
"What? We're the ones who pushed her not to run away!" said Madison.

They were having a conversation about who was responsible for our relationship.
"Calm down, it's because of all of you," I said.

They noticed I'd been a little down lately, but I guess that was normal.

Alex band guy:
We're in the recording studio in London tomorrow, are you coming to see us? I miss you

I smiled at the thought of seeing them again and especially Alex, it's been a terrible week.

Me:
Of course. I miss you too

"Girls take the day off tomorrow, we're going to a recording studio" I said excitedly.

*the next day*

"Here are our favourites," said Matt.
I swear I loved Matt so much, but I ran over to Alex.

"Hey baby, it feels like forever without seeing you" he said giving me a kiss.
I felt like crying, I'd held back so much this week. I couldn't wait to talk to him.
All morning they recorded songs, they were amazing.

"Well, how's the tour going?" asked Caryl.
"Divinely," said Jamie.
"It's crazy, people know our songs. It's a dream," said Alex, and I could see how happy he was, which made me happy too.
"Okay but now don't forget about us," Madison said jokingly.
"Never," Nick replied.

In the evening we finally had a moment to talk.
"So what's new, honey?" Alex asked.
I didn't even have time to finish my sentence and tears came out, I swear they were tears of joy to see him again.
"Hey hey, it's okay," he said holding me close.
"You don't know what it means to me to see you again," I said.
"Please don't cry, it crumble my heart to see you like this," he said.
"Yes i'm sorry. I've had a terrible week and now that i'm with you, everything is better" i smiled

"You know that i miss you too, right? I would like that you and the girls would come to every concert" he said
"Okay but now you guys have to finish your album because i want it in my shop" i laughed
"I can't wait, especially i want record some songs that i know you will like" he answered
"Now i'm curious" i said and we simply laughed
"We also did a concert in Sheffield, there were our parents. It was amazing" he said
"Really? What do they think about your songs?" i asked
"They like them" he answered with a smile
"I bet that they're so proud of you guys" i said
"I hope. You have to come to Sheffield one day" he said
"It would be nice. I want to see where you guys lived as children" i replied

After having our conversation everything seemed lighter and happier. We came back and they were all laughing:
"What's so funny?" i asked
"Oh there you are guys, we were waiting for you" Matt said

We spent the rest of our night talking about the places that they've been in tour, Scotland seems very interesting

They had to leave again unfortunately but that was their job. I don't know what was happening to me, I had never felt this way about anyone, I hope I'm not wrong to show my feelings so much, but Alex was so kind with me and it seems like he feel the same. Nothing will go wrong, right?

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