MINE

The Date

LALISA'S POV

I've been searching for something I never had before, Love. I have never fallen in love with someone in my nineteen years of existence, but I'm not rushing tho. I just wonder a lot about what romantic love is, and why does everyone thinks of it as something we need in our being. They said that having someone to love and to truly love you is the most beautiful thing you could ever have in life. And I thought that they were exaggerating.

That was until Jennie. She came into my world and knock me off my feet. She showed me how beautiful it is to be loved by someone. That it is, in fact, fascinating. Because I thought no one would love me for who I am, that they all just try to come to me because of my background, most of them are, and maybe that's why I was reluctant on trusting someone again.

But Jennie... She's different. She loves me, I know that. I can feel it. And that's why I can't commit to her yet. Because I'm a mess. I am confusing. I know I love her. At some point, I just figure it out. I love her. But I'm still scared. Dating each other and committing to a relationship are two different things. I decided to date her because I want to get to know her more; I want to be sure that this isn't just gonna one of those temporary relationships. I wanna be sure of her. Because she deserves that.

It took me a week to figure out that she's the love of my life, and that I want to spend as much time I have with her. But I'm still trying to figure a lot of things out; like am I gonna be good enough for her? Will be able to give her the happiness she deserves? And as long as I am not sure about that yet then I'll have to wait a little bit more. 'I just hope Jennie won't get tired of waiting.'

"Lisa!" I was startled when Seulgi literally shouted at my face. "I've been calling you three times now, you zone out. What's wrong?" She worriedly asks.

"It's nothing. I was just thinking about something." I smiled at her and ask what she wants.

"The food is here. Come on, let's have lunch."

We walked to the kitchen and saw the others are already seating. Wow. They ordered a lot. I chuckled when I saw Rosé already munching something. 'This girl, really.' I shook my head at her and took my seat beside nayeon. "Thank god you're finally here. I'm famished." She said as she started eating as well.

"Lisa," I turned my head to Irene Unnie. "Can you please tell us about the date you had with Jennie?" She said with those hoping eyes.

"What?" I was stunned. "Why?"

"This is the first time Jennie went out on a date since we became friends and I met her when we were sixteen years old. I just wanna know how she is when going on a date." She said while smirking.

"Yeah."

"Me too." They all chimed in and agreed to what Irene said.

"Tell us lalice." 'Jisoo unnie too?'

"We didn't... do much." I hesitantly said. I just know my face is so red right. 'Gosh. This is making me shy.'

"Still. I wanna hear it. Come on." She insisted.

"Well. we..."

FLASHBACK

I was fascinatingly looking around. We are at one of the most expensive restaurants in Korea, and I can see why. The ambiance is absolutely enchanting. What's make this more wonderful than it already is, is that the folks are only limited which makes it more comfortable to dine in. 'Jennie surely made a reservation for tonight.' That thought made me even more special.