MINE

Just the two of us

JENNIE'S POV

'Another thing about love is that it makes you feel alive even amid death.'

That was what it felt when I felt like I lost everything. I wanted to just go. It felt like God was playing with me. First, it was Lisa, and then my mom. I lost the love of my life; the only person who made me feel like I can explore the whole world without fearing the possible challenges life would offer me, the only person I have felt like I am my own person while still feeling like she is mine and I am hers, and... she's just my life at that time. But then I lost her. And then my mom; My mom was the only person in my life I thought would never leave me even after everything. I know she would always be there for me. She would protect me, love me, and because of that I was devastated when she passed away.

It felt like I had nothing. It felt like I lost everything. And it pains me. I was forced to exhibit a tough exterior because I didn't want anyone to see how vulnerable I was. I just got used to it by time. I was lost and I... didn't know how to go back.

Until one day, I snapped out of it. I realize Lisa is still out there. I still have her. I have too lived... for her. I just have to make sure that she's still mine. I'm glad that she is. She has always been mine.

"Jennie."

I blinked.

My gaze went to her. She was cooking dinner for us. 'I guess she's done.' She looks beautiful wearing my apron.

"Is it done?" I smiled warmly at her.

She looks at me sweetly. Those eyes... always make me fall in love with her all over again. I think I'll always fall in love with her.

"Mhm," She confirmed. "Come on now, love. I know you're hungry."

We walked to the kitchen while I am back hugging her. "Actually... I'm famished." I whispered as I kissed her earlobe.

"Nini!" She jumped from my hold. "Seriously!"

I just laugh at her and sat down. "I'm just playing..."

She rolled her eyes and sat down as well. She started feeding me while I start rubbing her stomach.

"You know you shouldn't play like that when we're about to eat. It's bad." She softly scolded.

I smiled at how she can't even get mad at me.

"Okay," I scooted closer to her. "I'm sorry." I softly said before taking the food she offered in my mouth.

I can live like this for the rest of my life. Being able to touch her and feel her while she's taking care of me. I look at her while she's feeding herself as well. She's so beautiful.

"Bob," I called.

"Hm." She hummed while scrolling through her phone.

We are laying on the couch right now. She's on top of me, her face on my chest while my hand is on her bareback while scrolling through my phone as well. I'm very glad that she doesn't put a bra on when we're at our home.

"What do you think about a vacation to whatever place you wanna go after the exam?" I suggested.

She looked up at me, her eyes expressing excitement. "We'll go?" God. Her smile.

"Mhm," I warmly smiled at her. "Where do you wanna go?"

"Hm..." I keep staring at her while she's thinking. She's the most beautiful woman along with my mom for me in this whole damn universe. "I wanna go to Amsterdam."

I blinked a lot of times while staring at her for a moment before I responded. "W-what?" Damn it. Why do I have to stutter?

She pouted when she thought I didn't wanna go there. "You don't want to?" She said while looking at me with those sad eyes. I hate myself for causing that.

"No baby." She frowned more but immediately smiled when I continued to say. "Of course, I want to. Wherever you are remember?" 'Remember?'

My thought went to the past I had with her.

"I'm sad."

I softly caress her cheeks. "Why?" I asked.

"In three days... we'll have to go back home." She sadly sighs. "I don't wanna be away from you."

"Lili," She tearily stares at me that I smiled sadly. "My home... is wherever you are." I pulled her closer. "That's why don't be sad. Because I'll always come to you. Wherever you are." I pressed a kiss on her forehead.

"Promise me," She firmly looks at me. "You'll come to visit. Because you know I can't." I giggled at her pouty lips. Her parents have always been protective of her so of course, she wouldn't be able to visit.

"Of course, love." I kissed her hands. "I won't be able to live without seeing your face anyway."

She eased a little. "I love you."

"And I love you," I said as I lean in to kiss her.

"Babe!" I snapped out of daydreaming when Lisa suddenly exclaimed in my face. "I lost you there..." She cutely said with a pout.

I giggled a little. "I'm sorry... I was just thinking about something."

"Jennie Kim..." She squints her eyes at me. "Don't underestimate me. I might be soft in the exterior but I can kill a bitch."

"Hah!" I can't believe this. "Are you jealous?"

She glared at me. "Should I be?"

"Baby... no..." I chuckled. "I was thinking about something. Not someone." I ridiculously said.

"You better be Jennie Kim. And for the record, I wasn't jealous." She rolled her eyes at me.

"Really?" I raised my brows at her. I looked at her like I don't believe her.

"I... am not jealous." She firmly said. "I am being territorial of what's mine." She said that made me all hot. Damn, she's so hot.

I cough a little and look away. I have to calm myself down or else I'll just have to devour her right here, right now.

"Anyway... it's settled then. we'll be going to Amsterdam."

She suddenly gave me the warmest smile. "Who are we going with?" I giggled at how fast her mood changes.

I think about it for a moment. "I just wanna be with you. Is that okay?" I softly asked.

"Of course, Nini." She buried her face on my neck and pressed a kiss on it. "If that's what you want."

"Is it what you want?" I just wanna make sure that it's okay with her.

"Of course it is. I'd love to spend time with you. Only with you."

"Okay. Then it's gonna be just the two of us." I happily said.

"Mhm," She got my hand from her back and gently put it to her front. Her breast in particular. "Just the two of us." She said before leaning in for a kiss.

'Damn. I love it when she gets confident like this.'