the heart wants what it wants. + rare ⇢ c. evans [2] [completed]

ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ʷʰᵃᵗ ⁱᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ

i ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ.. ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴘᴜꜱʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴅᴇᴄɪꜱɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ   ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ᴅᴇᴄɪꜱɪᴏɴ.

ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴠᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇx ʜᴜꜱʙᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴅ ʙᴇɢᴀɴ ᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴏᴍᴇɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀᴅꜱ ᴜᴘ, ʏ'ᴋɴᴏᴡ? ɪ ꜱᴀᴡ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴀʙʟᴏɪᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ᴅᴀʏ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴅʏʟᴀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴅᴀᴛᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪᴠᴏʀᴄᴇ. ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜰᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ. ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴅɪᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏɴᴇꜱᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱ? ɪᴛꜱ ꜱʜɪᴛᴛʏ.

ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɴᴏᴡ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴋɪᴅꜱ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍʏ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ.

ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ... ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ. ᴛʜᴇɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ, ᴡᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇꜱᴇɴᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟᴏꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ɪꜱ ᴀ ʙᴀʟʟᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴀꜱɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ꜱᴜᴍꜱ ᴜᴘ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴍʏ ᴅɪᴠᴏʀᴄᴇ.

'ɪ ꜱᴀᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪɢɴꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇᴅ ɪᴛ' ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴜꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ɢᴏɢɢʟᴇꜱ ᴏɴ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʜɪᴍ ꜱᴏ ʙᴀᴅʟʏ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ.

ʟᴏꜱɪɴɢ ʜɪᴍ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜᴀʀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ꜰɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ. ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴛᴡᴏ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴀɢᴏ ᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴘᴏᴇᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇꜱᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ʀᴇᴄᴇɴᴛʟʏ. ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴜꜱ ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴ ᴡʜʏ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴀᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ꜰᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ, ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛᴇᴅ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏꜱꜱɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ᴏꜰ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴏᴜᴛꜱɪᴅᴇ. ɪ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ꜰʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ.

ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴜꜱ.

ꜱᴇʟᴇɴᴀ'ꜱ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏꜱ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀɴʏɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.

ꜱᴇʟᴇɴᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅʏʟᴀɴ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ᴘʜᴏᴛꜱʜᴏᴏᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀʟᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀɢᴀᴢɪɴᴇ, ꜱʜᴏᴡɴ ʙᴇʟᴏᴡ.

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