Devils | Aki Hayakawa x Reader

Part Nine : A Sudden Display of Effection

[A/N] Ok so basically i've forgotten to do some spoiler warnings and stuff in previous chapters, just know, imma stop doing that because yea

just read the manga please and come back to this fanfic when you're done, it's not going anywhere dw

anyways slight spoiler warning ⚠️ 

"Hayakawa, where are we going." I asked, he just looked forwards as usual.

"Just come on." He said, I sighed and followed after him.

He took a sharp turn, eventually leading me to a grand park.

"What is this place." I said to myself, admiring the beautiful scenery.

"It's a tea garden, and where I smoke cigarettes while thinking about life." Aki said, I giggled, standing closely beside him.

"This place would be perfect for a picnic." I said, looking at the lily pads and koi fish.

"But it also seems like a cool place for a cigarette." I said.

"That's the spirit." Aki said, he took my hand and led me to a park bench.

The red paint was chipping, and the metal armrests had rusted to the point of turning green.

My hands focused on his hands, I hoped that mine weren't shaking.

Hayakawa fished for a pack in his coat pocket, carefully pulling out two cigarettes.

This would most certainly be the start of an addiction.

I wondered if cigarettes would have the same effect on me as they did with him, though, devil hunters never made it long enough to see the harming side of tabaco.

Dying from such a small device seemed pathetic, and weak, yet it would be funny if it happened to me.

Aki lit his cigarette, handing me the other, he held up the lighter, but instead I leaned in, lighting my end with his.

I coughed while inhaling the smoke, sending a roar of laughter my way.

"You're not supposed to inhale like that." Aki said, his smile distracted me from the burning feeling in my throat.

"It tastes bad." I said.

"You don't eat it!" 

...

I wasn't all too sure why Aki had brought me here, maybe just to hang out.

I had forgotten that friends did that often.

So were we friends?

That was a good thing I suppose.

Friends cared for each other, looking after one another as if they were one of their own.

And yet...

Lovers took things a step further, longing for each other every moment that they are apart, wanting just to be in the others arms..

So I was friends with Aki Hayakawa, and he was friends with me.

To me, it didn't feel like enough, who was I kidding.

I was beginning to sound like a human, they were so greedy all the time. Always wanting more out of a seemingly perfect situation.

I thought that I'd escaped that endless greed, I was discovering just how devilish I was, and how human I was as well.

"Here's why I brought you here." Aki said, breaking the silence once again.

Hayakawa stood in front of a certain statue.

"This statue was put here to honor those who had lost their lives in the attacks caused by the gun devil." Aki said, he looked forwards, staring only at the intricate work of art.

The statue was grand, thousands of hands reached out, faces full of torment. It looked like something out of a Junji Ito panel, like from Uzumaki.

The twists and turns of endless bodies, hoping to escape their certain death.

"I lost my entire family in the attack, I live to one day kill him."

"What will you do when that happens." I said, watching Hayakawa carefully.

"I'm not sure, maybe the thirst for revenge will finally end. Maybe I'll marry and have kids, settle down, maybe I can live a normal life." Aki said, I nodded, scooting closer to him.

"I wonder if I can ever live a normal life." I said.

"Sure you can." Aki said, he looked me in the eyes.

The slightest of smiles could be seen on his lips.

"You just can't die." Aki said.

"Likewise."

Hayakawa nodded, bringing his face closer to mine.

I stared into his eyes, admiring their beauty.

It came to me.

We were about to kiss, weren't we.

How did these things happen, one moment you were speaking, the next, lips slamming onto each other.

People just kiss for no reason, with no meaning, would this have no meaning?

So many thoughts raced through my mind, and yet I didn't stop moving closer.

Should I close my eyes?

Do I look away?

Do I look right at him?

Do I want this? ... Yes, yes I do.

I pushed all thoughts aside, this kiss was taking an eternity to come.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around Aki.

He pressed his lips against mine, this wasn't going to be quick.

I forgot which lip I was supposed to kiss.

Top or Bottom?

Did it even fucking matter.

Aki began to move his lips more, was this making out.

It felt as if I was going it wrong, I stopped thinking about it.

I just let it happen.

I was making out with Aki Hayakawa.