JASLY - STRUGGLE FOR LOVE

UNEXPECTED CONFESSION

_______Jasmin_______

As I walked inside the club , my eyes themselves started searching the person who was in my mind and heart. I was taken a back when I found Aly dancing with a girl. They were so close , like very close. I don’t know why but seeing Aly so close with other girl , I felt a sharp in my heart like somebody stabbed the knife directly into my heart. I wanted to be on the place of that girl badly. It hurts a lot. It was killing me because he was just about to kiss the girl in front of my eyes. I can’t, I can’t see this. I shut my eyes tightly , clutching my fist and controlled my tears from rolling down from my eyes very difficultly.

After composing myself , I opened my eyes and found that Aly was not there. Where he went suddenly? He.. just about to kiss that girl , then why he stopped ? My eyes again started searching him in the whole club restlessly. What is happening to me ? Why I am just thinking about him ? This is completely wrong. I should find Rahul. My heart was crying inside with the confusion.

“Jasmin.. oh my god. You are looking so gorgeous.” Rahul words brought me back on the earth. I instantly looked at him , he was standing in front of me with a broad smile on his face. My husband complimented me , I should feel happy. But why I don’t feel happy when my husband compliments me ?

“Where were you sweetheart?” Next moment he just hugged me. I hugged him back and like always I tried to find comfort and peace in his arms. But It didn’t happen. The more I try , the more it hurts. Why I can’t love him ?

He broke the hug and started to take me inside, holding my hand. Next moment my eyes again saw him. He was sitting at the bar counter and his eyes were staring the glass which he was holding in his hand. I couldn’t stop myself from admiring his perfect face. His eyes were filled with anger and pain. What pain he is hiding in his eyes. ? I want to know badly.

________Aly_________

When I was just about to kiss Jasmin’s lips then only my eyes fell on Jasmin. She was standing on the door and her eyes were closed. I was taken a back to see her. Then who is the girl , with whom I was dancing ? I looked at the girl immediately who was so close to me. I pushed her away from myself immediately. I realised that all this while I was imagining her. I am seriously going crazy. This girl is making me crazy. Ignoring everybody’s stares, I ran to the bar counter. I was sure that my friends would be staring at me shockingly because for the first time I danced with a random girl.

I reached at the bar counter and gulped down the whole glass of scotch in one go. She was around me and it was really getting difficult for me to control myself from not looking at her. Why my heart is beating fast ? Why I am getting restless ? Why her presence always affects me ?Things are getting more and more complicated. Few minutes ago , I was just about to do the biggest mistake of my life by kiss that random girl, imagining Jasmin. Isn’t this crazy?

“Aly..” Rahul called me , putting his hand on my shoulder. I turned around to look at him but my eyes fell on Jasmin who was standing beside him. For the time , I saw her in western dress. The black dress was suiting her like it is made for her specially. She was enhancing the beauty of that black dress. I couldn’t stop myself from admiring her. Believe me , I have never seen the beautiful girl like her in my whole life but why can’t she be mine. It hurts.. it hurts badly.

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Aly , Jasmin , Rahul and Disha were sitting at bar counter. Arjit left with a girl. Only Rahul and Disha were talking. Aly and Jasmin , they both were busy in controlling themselves from looking at each other because they knew , if they would then they would get lost in each other which they didn’t want. JasLy were sitting at the corner and in the middle, Disha and Rahul were sitting. Aly wasn’t drinking anymore , he was just sitting, holding the empty glass and staring it. Jasmin like always pretending that she is happy. Aly’s presence was affecting her a lot.