Chapitre trente-deux : J'entends des voix tout le temps, mais ce n'est pas la mi

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Mei Nianqing frowned as he gripped on Wei Wuxians' wrist.

"You are not okay, you're getting worse."

"What do you mean? I'm perfectly okay!"

"Healing, you can't lie to me."

Mei Nianqing looked into his eyes, Wei Wuxian adverted his gaze and bit his lip.

"Guóshī please..."

"No. What did she say? I know you heard something. Healing tell me."

"Guóshī please not now..."

"Healing."

"Please..."

"Healing tell me-"

"GUÓSHĪ PLEASE!"

Black smoke surrounded Wei Wuxian, making Mei Nianqing back away from him. Eyes so worried for this boy who's being enveloped in darkness.

"NOT NOW! PLEASE!"

"Wei Ying... You've got to tell me..."

Wei Wuxian covered his face with his palm, eyes glowing red as the resentful energy surrounding him became suffocating and lethal. Mei Nianqing just stood there, worried.

"Healing..."

"DAMN IT!"

Mei Nianqing couldn't help but just stand there. He was never and will never be the type to sympathize and worry for someone this much but this... This is killing him. It's killing him to see someone just bottle up this much to the extent. He watched Xie Lian do this before but he eventually let it go but this... He's too young for this. Do you know what's worse than physical abuse? Mental abuse. Because with this resentful power he has... It makes him choke on his own threshold.

"Healing please... Calm down..."

"I CAN'T! I CAN'T STOP HEARING THEM!"

"Hear what Healing...?"

Wei Wuxian tuggs on his hair as the hair tie grows loose. With this his hair falls down and unkept strands flutter in the air. He's crying.

"I KNOW THAT I SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO ME BUT THEY KEEP ON REMINDING ME AND I! I CAN'T!"

"You shouldn't have... Shouldn't have been involved with resentful energy this early!"

"THEY KEEP ON REPEATING PHRASES, SENTENCES, PARAGRAPHS OF THINGS I'VE HEARD BEFORE."

"Wei Ying wake up."

"AND I CAN'T KEEP ON LISTENING AND I WANT IT TO STOP."

"Wei Ying Wake Up!"

"I WANT TO!"

Mei Nianqing felt his breath be cut off. He felt as if a sword impaled him but... He saw Wei Wuxian who was just standing there, hand gripped tightly to himself, eyes of red and self hatred.

"I'm hearing voices all the time but they are not mine..."

Mei Nianqing couldn't help but walk through the thick fog of resentment, kneeling infront of Wei Wuxian, causing the boy himself to fall on his knees as well.

"I know... I am loved... I'm special to them... I am cared for and I am thankful that they love me... How could I have been so blind...?"

"Wei Ying..."

"Fùqin and A-diē took the burden of raising me and I thank them... They just want the best for me but I..."

{Because your family is dead.}

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