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Jisung felt so bad, again.





Minho had needed everything
to convince the younger to actually
pick some clothes because he hadn't
wanted the older to waste his
money on him.

But the ravenette gladly spoiled
Jisung and he also had enough
money so that definitely
wasn't a problem.

He just wanted for the younger
to feel comfortable and to
actually realize that he deserved
to be treated this way.





"Jisungie~"

"Hm?"

"There's one last place I'd like
to take you before we go home.
Also is there something specific
you'd like to eat for dinner?"

The younger thought for a
moment before looking at Minho
with those big doe eyes that always
made the ravenette forget
everything else around
him for a second.







"I'll just eat what you like."

The other sighed softly and let go
of his car key even though he was
just about to turn the engine on,
and turned around to Jisung.

"Jisungie, look at me please."

But the boy didn't look,
he stared out of the window
as if the bushes outside were
totally interesting.



"Jisungie sweetie."







Minho reached his hand out
and touched the boy's shoulder,
smiling softly when Jisung
finally looked at him.

With those sad eyes.

"This isn't just about our dinner,
right?"

And again the boy didn't answer,
he just stared at the older,
his eyes getting glossy.









"This is about the baby, hm?"












The first tear fell, rolling down
the younger's chubby cheek
until it landed on the fabric
of his blue hoodie.

Minho's heart sank when
Jisung closed his eyes,
more tears following.

And just like that the younger
found himself in the other's arms,
his head buried in the ravenette's
shoulder as he sobbed loudly.

His hands were clutching
Minho's jacket and he screamed,
he screamed so loudly.

As if he was dying.

Tears were soaking the older's
jacket together with Jisung's saliva
but Minho didn't care.

He just wanted to hold the boy.

He just wanted to hold the boy
until it was over.

Until everything was out.

All the pain, the stress,
the frustration that has dragged
the boy down the past years.

Jisung was shaking so much
in Minho's embrace, it scared
the older extremely.

But he didn't let go.

He stroked the back of the boy's head,
his cheek resting on his temple as his
other hand caressed Jisung's back.




"It's okay, I'm here.
I won't go away."

The younger's grip only tightened
on Minho's jacket but that was
a good sign for the older,
the boy was listening to him.

"I won't leave you, okay?
I'm here, right here."




It was uncomfortable,
the way the older leaned over
the console of his car with Jisung
as close as possible in his arms.

But the boy was his priority.

He had to be comfortable,
he shouldn't be practically laying
over the console with his baby bump.

"I-"

"Shh it's okay.
You don't have to say anything
at all if you're not ready, alright?"

Jisung pressed his face
deeper in Minho's shoulder,
nuzzling his face in the soft fabric
as he sniffled softly and breathed
the comforting scent of the older in.

His cries had gotten quieter,
only a few single tears were still
falling but nobody even thought
about letting go any time soon.











"I just don't want to be a burden.
I don't deserve your kind treatment,
I couldn't even take care of myself
when I was responsible for the
baby's health."

"You deserve a kind treatment,
you deserve so much more than this,
okay?
You didn't choose to starve
the past months.
If anyone is at fault for the
baby's state of health right now,
it's all the people who just pushed
you away when you needed them
the most.

It's not your fault, alright?"

But Jisung just shook his head
as another sob escaped him.






























"It is.

Because I never wanted this baby."

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