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Jisung couldn't wipe the grin off his face all the way back to Changbin's, especially not when he looked at his boyfriend.
The older was also watching the snowy scenery pass by outside, a beautiful smile on his face and his one hand resting on his tummy.
In the other one he held a recipe for some prenatal vitamins and a black and white print.
The first sonogram of their little baby.
They were already eight weeks old and completely healthy, there was really nothing to worry about.
"Sungie?"
"Hm?"
"Do you think it's a boy or a girl?"
"I honestly have no idea. But as long as they're healthy, I don't care anyway"
Jisung chuckled softly and held his hand out for his boyfriend to take it.
The older just wordlessly intertwined their hands and squeezed them.
"I just want to hold our healthy baby in my arms in September. That's my biggest wish."
Baby's due date was on the 17th of September, two weeks after Aera's third birthday and three days after Jisung's twenty second birthday.
A little belated present for their sister and papa.
As long as the little one really wanted to stay in there for so long.
"Sungie?"
"Hm?"
"I love you. Thank you for making this,"
Minho placed their hands on his tummy,
"possible. Thank you for trusting me and thank you for giving me a family. After Nari-"
He sighed heavily as he blinked his tears away and Jisung just squeezed their hands gently.
"After I lost Nari, I thought that I would never be able to find happiness again. I thought that I'd never have a child again, especially not on my own.
It had already been so hard after Donghyun left me a-and then.."
His sentence got interrupted by his own sobs, the memories still hurt so much.
It still hurts so much just to think about it.
"I don't want to lose some again, Jisung.
I- I'm so scared t-that something is going to happen to you or Aera or to our little one, I won't survive this again-"
"Minho, my love. Listen to me."
Jisung had parked the car in a small parking lot and had turned to his boyfriend, his hands cupping the older's soft pale cheeks.
He caressed the soft skin with his thumbs, wiped the tears away like this and gave him a comforting smile.
"I know life hasn't been fair to you but I have to admit that I don't know how it feels like.
I don't know how it is to lose a child and a lover you knew for a long time.
But I do know what it feels like to be dying inside.
I know how it feels when everything around you is falling apart. And I'd do anything to take these feelings away from you."
Minho sniffled softly when Jisung let his forehead rest against his boyfriend's and leaned into the warm touch.
"I love you so much, Minmin. You showed me how to live again, you showed me how to love and be loved.
You're the reason I'm here today and for that I'll be forever thankful to you.
We're here together Minho. After all that had happened we're here together now with our little princess and our tiny bean.
I think the universe has given us another chance to finally have the life we truly deserve."
"Thank you Sungie. I love you"
The older smiled softly through his tears and leaned forward a bit to press a small kiss on his boyfriend's lips.
"You were there for me when I needed you the most so I'll be here for you now too when you need me.
