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"Hey Nari,
my little star"

Minho smiled softly once
he had finally sat down in front
of the small grave, a fresh bouquet
of white lilies in his hands.

"I'm not sure what Aera already
told you since she talks so
much to you but..
You're going to be a big sister again.

I'm sorry that I-
that I didn't tell you sooner
but I'm so scared, you know?
I don't want you to feel like
you've been replaced.

You can't be replaced,
you'll always have a special
place in my heart, my angel.
And in Aera's too.

And you'd have loved Jisung
as your papa too, he loves
you so much, you know?
Even though he never had
the chance to meet you.

I know that he sometimes talks
to you too although he never
mentioned it to me but
I'm happy he does.
You're part of our family,
you'll always be.

But.. But can you p-promise
me something?"

The boy sniffled softly as he wiped
the tears away from his cheeks.

"If the little bean doesn't make it,
can you..
Can you take care of them for me?

You're such a great big sister,
I just- I just don't want you to
be alone up there, I don't want
the little bean to be alone if- if…"

But he couldn't complete his
sentence and instead buried his
face in his hands as he cried out.

He missed his little girl so much.

And now that he was pregnant again,
he couldn't shake off the feeling
that he betrayed Nari.

Of course it wasn't like that
but he just couldn't help it.

And the fear of losing his baby
again and the chance of making
Jisung and Aera go through the
same hell as he went like this
made everything just worse.

"I miss you so much,
my baby girl.."

His hand had subconsciously
wandered to his belly and was
now caressing the tiny bump gently.

A cold breeze made him shiver,
he really had forgotten to bring
a jacket so either Aera or Jisung
would probably scold him
once they noticed.

He chuckled softly through his
tears at the thought of their tiny
girl lecturing him again that if
he didn't wear his coat, the
little bean would feel cold.

"Mommy loves you so much, okay?
Never forget that, my little star"

Minho smiled and placed a kiss
on the little tombstone before
he stood up again with a huff
and patted the dirt off his pants.

He still felt a bit weak from the
morning sickness but it had gotten
much better already than days before,
he really only puked in the mornings
nowadays and often when he
was about to go to bed.

Or actually when he
was getting tired.

Even when he decided on taking
a nap, he always had to throw
up before going to sleep.

It was weird but there was nothing
much he could do about it.

The ravenette was already more
than glad that he could eat more
solid foods again, especially
chocolate cake with pickles
and Jisung's amazing kimchi stew.

His two biggest cravings so far.

"Appa! Wittle bean cold!
Where your jacket?!"

Aera pouted,
her tiny brows furrowed
as she crossed her arms
in a scolding way.

"I'm sorry, appa forgot about it again.
Can my princess forgive appa?"

Minho crouched down and
opened his arms, smiling when
his little girl couldn't stay serious
and threw herself in his embrace
with a cute giggle.

Of course she made sure that
she wouldn't hurt her sibling,
she could never.

"Baby forgive appa.
Because baby wove appa
and wittle bean"

she mumbled cutely and
nuzzled her face against
Minho's tiny baby bump.

"I'm happy then.
Appa loves you too, princess."

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Sorry for not updating yesterday,
my days are really stressful because
of pre-finals so not updates on
Monday and Tuesday as well :(