Toxic lover~

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Write me a letter as I write you a song. Say I'm yours so I believe you're mine. I'm happy, believe that lie, believe all of them. Close your eyes, make me believe I'm beautiful. Now open them and say it again. I'll run. I'll hide. Come find me. I'm where time stops. Does your head hurt? Mine too. I can't stop. Breathing. Fast. Stop me from running, I don't want to leave you. There's always an option. Why can't I choose? I don't want to fall in love anymore. It breaks me. Tears me apart in ways I cannot understand. I'm not ready. Why is everyone hurting me all the time? Or am I the only one who does by letting them into my heart, for letting them see me and get to me. Run. I'll say it now and I'll say it again. Leave me and run as fast as you can. I won't find you, I'll promise. You'll break me as I'll break you. We can't be both happy believing our lies. Why are you in my head? Stop messing with my thoughts. I'm losing control. I'm losing me, even more as I'm losing you. You're tearing me apart. Do I even love you? Or just the thought of you. Can I even love? I can't. It's not my choice. Run. I'm begging you. Don't look back and leave me here. I won't wait. Maybe I'll never let someone new into my heart.. But if I do that, who will write that letter and listen to my song. I'll guess I'll do that for myself. Now stop running. You can look. I'm already gone.

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