Friendship Application || Quackity x OC ☑️

once | opening up

Alex | chapter 11

You
i dropped out
08:21 AM

It was delivered, received, and read before I realized how I just opened one of the topics I've been avoiding for so long.

deceased
Oh. You want to talk about it?
08:21 AM

I looked at her response, trying to figure out if I should just tell her since the cat's already out of the bag. It's not that I don't think I can trust her, it's just -this is fucking- I've never really talked about why to anyone, not even my family. The reason itself isn't surprising, I simply don't like- what you might call it, pouring myself out to anyone. That's not a Quackity thing or an Alex thing to do.

You
i dont really know what happened
08:26 AM

one day i was so excited to be a
lawyer and stream at the same
time then i just didnt like snap i
was tired of everything i
was doing
08:27 AM

i only had a year left to go too but
i was so unmotivated like i
Couldnt enroll into the new
semester so i told myself maybe
Ill do it on the next one
08:28 AM

i said the same thing the
Semester after that then the next
then the next and here i am 8

fucking years later
08:29 AM

fuck
08:29 AM

sorry
08:29 AM

sorry im bothering you with my
problems and shit
08:30 AM

i never told anyone about this
08:30 AM

told my mom i think i just want to
stream now and she was
okay with it
08:30 AM

im sure she was surprised but my
family was supportive anyway
though my dad was a little bit
what do you call it skeptical?
08:32 AM

Skeptical about it or something
but he didn't stop me soooo
08:33 AM

deceased
No, it's okay. I'm glad you let
that out. I'm proud of you, it
must have taken a lot of
courage to say that.
It's my pleasure, really.
08:34 AM

You
thanks
08:34 AM

deceased
There is absolutely nothing wrong with feeling that way and there is
no shame in deciding for yourself.
08:35 AM

Mind if ask how you feel
about your choice?
08:35 AM

You
im not sure tbh
08:36 AM

it felt like the right choice at first
because it was vastly different
from working and going to school
at the same time and i got to sleep more and think of more ideas that
were work related you know
08:38 AM

after that i was in this like state of
high that i worked everyday
streamed sometimes more than
twice a week then i got to vlog
more and do a bunch of collabs
with other creators and shit but
after awhile the High came down
and it didnt feel as great anymore
but still i didnt want to go back
to law school
08:41 AM