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031- 𝗩𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴

I wanna die so badly rn
What if I wasn't joking and Just gave up.with a blink if an eye I'm gone,I'm insecure I getting a lil fat now I was just a skinny girl with small boobs and an ass I hate when people hug,touch or talk to me I rather be alone for the rest of my life why doesn't anyone get that I don't need help,I just need one person who understands me more than I understand myself whenever I find that someone I'll finally me happy my younger self isn't proud of me but I'm going through depression again, everyone is slowly forgetting about me when I say I'm fine,okay,good I'm really not but the thing is I don't want anyone to worry about me. I fucking hate my self for being so selfish,rude,sad all the time I'm just draining alot and my suicidal thoughts are getting worse I just Wanna run away and go to America one place I think I'll be safe not for fame or anything I just wanna go there to see how my life will be I don't have friends so I talk to my self about things I cry myself to sleep every night I do all the chores in the house so everyone will think I'm okay or just not lazy or I'm on my phone too much. I've been starving myself for about a week now to lose weight or be skinny again..I just wana go to a deep sleep I'm taking a Break for a while tysm for 14.8k reads ily 💗