My Mysterious Husband

Excuse me....

Edited : Now i am fully fine and recovering from this all shits in my life for sure this book will be continued no worries anymore and i am not erasing the first thing I wrote here
This book will be Written and will be finished by me ,so no worries and my final exams are in March so don't except much update at that time...

Don't be stressed up of you never find this book again someday cause there is more chances of it being unpublished , i sometimes or you can say anytime can get hitted by dipression right I am also somewhat depression.

I don't know what I am doing sometimes.

I actually no more have a goal in life .

I just wanna sit alone for a while .

I don't even if this book can be ended ,what ever future holds .

This book is messed up as far as I know .

Sometimes it's supernatural and sometimes it's the terms.
I don't know what am i even writing.

I sometimes wanna kill myself but I can't.

Like my parents are upset me .
I am social but also not social.
I am not ever percent cunning or clever .(my parents says that to me)

And so on...
Like i have friends in school but I don't talk to them even in holidays , it's my whole world is around phone now like even tho everything is online right at the moment because of pandemic but still somethings never changes .

I was going to have a offline exam with subjective answers but it all stopped because of this pandemic.

Just don't get suprised if I stopped updating this book.

Cause as far as I know this book got nothing like seriously nothing and about my mental health then yes it's bad .

I remember I was once on the first stage of becoming a bipolar .
But I stopped myself by talking the much .

There is nothing wrong in saying that my whole life is fucked up .🙂