Calamus No. 35

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I am trying to absorb everything what he said... Nasaan na yung pagbabago niya? Bakit hindi ko makita yun. Bakit merong Mara kung nagbago siya?.




Agad siyang tumayo nang wala siyang makuhang sagot mula sa akin bago kinuha yung vase at figurines saka niya sunod sunod itong hinagis sa dingding at yun nabasag





" Putcha naman Eby. Eby para na akong mamatay rito oh tapos yan ang sasabihin mo sa akin na ayaw mo na!?. Eby kung nagalinlangan kang sabihin sa akin yun dahil kay Mara pwes, Mara forced me to be in a relationship with her dahil naiingit siya sayo. She wants all the limelight, Eby. She even told me na masaya siya ngayon dahil napupunta raw yung atensyon sakanya. Eby, I don't want her . Although It was clear that I am the one who put our relationship before into mess. I am sorry "






I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I





Lumapit siya sa akin at unti-unting napaluhod sa harapan ko samantalang yung mga kamay niya ay iniyapos ako ng mga ito sa aking bewang saka ko lang naramdamang yumuyogyog na yung balikat niya




" Eby.... please. Please take me back. Take me back, Eby " pagmamakaawa niya sa akin.





Iniabot ko yung mga balikat ni Veny saka ko lang inilapit sa akin para yakapin siya. The way I did before ay nagawa na niya ngayon. The way I plead him to take me seriously he chooses not to. The way he cried so much. I also cried so dearly.



I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you





Sa oras na maramdaman niya na tahimik lang ako ay pinili niyang umayos ng tayo upang magkapantay na kami






I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need





" Okay na. At least I will try but please one last thing.... " Sabi niya sa akin na may kasamang pagtanggo




I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you




" Be with me tonight and when it is done. I won't bother you anymore " Sabi niya. Napayakap nalang ako sa kanyang bisig.




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To be continued

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