•| BROKEN WITHOUT YOU |• ✓

❃ Celebration

Author's POV....

The next morning Janvi moved her head feeling the hot sharp breath on her neck. Her head was spinning as vision was also blur, still trying she opened her eyes and looked at the surrounding. It was their room only, looking outside the window it was morning.

A little time later she realised some movements on her stomach. Her back was pressed against a warm chest as she moved little to turn. Her eyes stopped roaming as they met with saransh's. Seeing her getting awake, he passed her a smile and leaned forward but she stopped him. She was confusingly looking at him after realising in which position they were? And how? She remembered, there was problem in them then how?

"Main__hum yaha kaise? Mera matlab__vo__" (I__You__how? I mean_)

He pressed his finger on her lips and said "You had a fever"

Janvi didn't wait for him to complete his words and turned her face to other side. Again his words pierced in her heart, tears made their way from the corners of her eyes as she tried wiping them. He came near her because she had a fever, that wasn't out of love.

Didn't he love her now? Was everything finished between them? Her mind filled with unwanted thoughts. She was going to get down from the bed but she felt the tug on her wrist as holding it he pulled her down on his chest.

"What happened Janvi? I am really sorry! I didn't want to hurt you" Her tears increased more as she lowered her head and bit her lips avoiding the sobs. Saransh narrowed his eyebrows as he settled her on the bed and half hovered over her. His palm lifted her chin as he gazed in her eyes.

"What happened? Why are you crying? Are you feeling any pain anywhere? Should I call the doctor?" He panicked.

Janvi's lips quivered as she uttered "Don't you love me anymore? You cared for me because I was sick not because you love me?" She avoided making eye contact with him and blankly gazed at the wall in front with lots of tears filled in her vision.

Saransh understood her pain as he leaned downward and hugged her. Pushing her body little up he entangled her body with his broad one. "Tumne kaise samjh liya ki main tumse pyaar nahi karta? Meri narazgi ka matlab main pyaar nahi karta yeh kabse ho gaya jaan? You know that i love you the most, fir bhi aisa khayal? Itni insecurity?"

(How could you think that I don't love you anymore? I was angry that didn't mean I don't love you anymore. You know that I love you the most, then why this insecurity)

"I am insecure because I don't want to lose you. I was scared what if you go away from me just like those two years?" At last she broke down with all of her emotions. Her palms fisted as she punched on his bare chest lightly. Saransh felt the guilt growing in his heart. He held her both palms and hugged her closer to him, letting her cry for some time.

"I'm sorry for everything, Jaan. My heart beats only for you and will beat only for you. Understood??" He asked cupping her cheek as she nodded positively and hugged him more tightly. Her arms wrapped against his waist and her head in the crook of his neck.

A half hour gone but they both were not willing to separate from each other. Janvi's sobs died as she pressed her lips on his shoulder blade and loosened her grip over his waist. Saransh also pulled back and laid on his side. Janvi hugged him again resting her head on his chest.

"I am sorry for behaving rudely with you" He said.

"Yes, you have too! Tumhe sorry feel karna chahiye, tumne jo kiya vo bohot galat tha." She replied back rubbing her nose on his chest. Saransh instantly pulled her up looking at her with stunned expression.

(You need to feel sorry. You did so wrong)

"Kaisi ho tum! Maine sorry par hi baat khatam kar di aur tum meri galti dikha rahi ho!"