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Author's POV:
The morning rays spread everywhere, finally after so many days it was seeming a good morning to saransh. He was already ready in his casual dress as today he had taken a leave though he never ignore his work then may it be leave also. At this time he was sitting on the couch, his right palm was on his right cheek with elbow on the comfy handle of couch. Other palm fisting on the soft pallu of his wife's sari. His eyes were continuously staring at her face which was lowered and she wasn't daring to look up. Janvi was sitting face to face on a chair, her neck lowered and fingers crossed with each other.
Today her ips husband was full in his attitude. He was interrogating her about what was the reason behind her behavior but janvi was fearing to speak as she was scaring from his anger but also well known to the fact that he will never do anything to scare her.
Waiting for a long time saransh finally changed his posture. He straightened on his seat, his back resting on the couch and with the help of both his hands he pulled her chair near, careful enough to not hurt her in any way.
"Would you like to speak or should I leave from here?" His straight words fell on her ear drums already making her scared.
"I_i_ Saransh! I_"
"No stammering Janvi! Speak in one breath! If you start going in here and there, I will leave and I'm not joking. It's already half hour since you had started!" Her eyes met with those emotions in his eyes.
He was waiting for her answer, he always waited for her and now she won't make him wait more.
Seeing her still hesitant he held on her palm taking it in his.
"I'm with you, now tell me" His words filled confidence in her as she nodded positively.
"I went near Dr. Diya."
"Why?" A curious Saransh asked wiggling his eyebrows out of confusion.
"I showed her the reports and asked her about when we can start planning a baby as mumma papa all were worried about us_" tears making access in her eyes but she didn't let them took over and gulp on the lump in her throat. By now saransh had guessed something yet he waiting her to complete.
"She told me about my problem that I can't become a mother. I can never give you a baby and I__" her voice dying as the throbbing pain in her throat was troubling her to speak anything.
"And you thought to hurt me and ignore me so that I start hating you and after divorcing you, move on in my life with someone else who can give me a baby. You thought all these, right? Look at me!" Saransh completed her words and now he understood everything.
Janvi sniffled still holding the sobs by biting her lips. Saransh's thumb reached to free her lip and slipping his finger beneath her chin he made her look at him.
"How could you think such nonsense? How could you think I'll leave you? How could you?" He voice raised a little.
"I didn't want an incomplete life for you. I won't be able to give you the happiness of a baby. Maa, papa everyone was saying this again and again"
"Did you try to ask me about my decision? Did you share your problems with me? No! If something is bothering you, you should tell me first but you decide everything on your own. How can you be so stupid janvi?." He grabbed her arms pulling her closer.
Janvi felt guilty as she cupped his face and apologized "I am sorry saransh!"
"You know what? Everyday I was feeling rejected, I was feeling useless. Don't you trust me janvi?" His questions made her more emotional and by now he was on the verge to cry.
His lips were trembling, why she didn't believe him? Or he was the one who failed to make her believe on him?
Janvi cupped his cheeks as she pressed her lips on his forehead. Her palm pressing on his cheeks, she brushed her thumbs on his cheeks wiping his tears.
"I trust you and I love you so much that's why I didn't want a life for you where your partner is imperfect. I'm sorry"
He lowered his neck, hiding his head on her lap and wrapping his arms around her waist saransh sobbed. His silent sobs were too much painful. Once she could bear his anger but could never bear him crying and when the reason was she herself, it was like a poisonous arrow piercing her heart.
"Saransh! Please don't cry!" She pleaded as he rubbed his palm over his face trying to bottle up it. He didn't want to shed tears but was unable after hearing her. He was never ready to face these kind of twist and turns. He wanted to live a normal life with her but everything was just messing up. Not a single day they had lived like a noraml couple.
"I am sorry, ansh! Please." He immediately hugged her in a bone crushing hug.
"I can't imagine my life without you janvi. I can't live without you."
Crying in each other's arm they spent a lot time like that. Janvi did her best to soothe him as saransh too let go of his pain which he had bottled up in his heart from long time.
At last detaching from each other he made her sit beside him. Janvi hugged him placing her face in his neck. After stabling her, he cupped her cheeks.
"I don't know what doctor diya told you but I confirmed everything from Di and others. You need to have a surgery and after that everything will be fine. You can be pregnant, Jaan." Janvi was shocked by the revelation.
He already knew about everything.
"Why didn't you tell me this before?" Her plump lips pouted as she twitched her eyebrows sternly slapping lightly on his chest.
"Because you didn't tell me about your plan of leaving me and you were upset over the incident that time!" He huffed under his breathe.
Janvi pouted her lips more and she punched on his chest with her both fists.
"You didn't want to leave me, right? Then why were you going behind your friend?" Saransh innocently stared at her and suddenly burst out laughing.
Janvi crossed her arms on her chest but not before slapping his arm. "Shut up ansh!"
"Tell me the truth, you were jealous right?!" He teased her intentionally pressing his finger on her cheek. Janvi glared at him which only grew up his laughter.
"I was enjoying watching you getting angry and you were looking damn sexy. My angry bird!"
"You are very bad. I am never gonna talk to you. Go behind her" He pulled her on his chest rubbing his nose on hers while slightly teasing her with his tickling fingers.
"You will be punished for using your brain too much" his lips possessively slammed on hers ones.
"I love you!" He whispered.
"I love you too"
"Lekin tum toh mujhse pyaar nahi karti thi na!" His words slightly mischievous as she pouted again making him smile.
(But you didn't love me right? It was a compromise for you)
He pecked a kiss over her head and hugged her resting his jaw over her head and her head resting on his chest.
"Now get up fast. Naira di called us" Janvi pulled back hearing him.
She confusingly gazed him, understanding her unspoken word he told "We need to talk about it clearly with her."
She nodded at him and they both went to get ready.
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