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❃ Anger

Author's POV.......

Saransh was sitting in front of janvi, whose head was lowered as she was still sniffling due to the fear and whatever happened some time ago. She was shivering in fear as for the first time saransh was also angry on her only because of her cowardness.

For sometime he has gotten scared for her, for the very first time fear has knocked in his heart. He himself know what was his heart's condition hearing her screams.

Wiping the tear away from his cheek he inhaled a sharp breathe to cool down his anger but today nothing was happening he wanted to shout on her.

"Will you speak something or not?" He uttered the line with gritted teeths. Janvi's body tensed up as she slowly began raising her head.

She stretched her hand holding it "Ansh, please chalo. Tumhara khoon nikal raha hain." (Ansh please come. Your head is bleeding)

He jerked off her hand from his and shouted "Khoon hi nikal raha hain, Mara toh nahi hu na!" (Only bleeding, I didn't die)

"Ansh_" She gasped as he pulled her closer to him holding her shoulders tightly.

"Aaj mujhe itna ghussa aa raha hain tumpar lekin main ghussa bhi nahi kar paa raha hu! This is what I hate aur tumne wahi kiya!" He pushed her back as her tears broke down again which pissed up his mind more.

(Today you made me angry but I can't show my anger on you. This is what I hate the most and you did the exact thing)

"Kyu ro rahi ho itna? Main mar gaya hu? Ya fir main kyu nahi mara iss baat par ro rahi ho?..."

(Why are you crying, damn it? Did I die or what? Or you're crying because I didn't die)

"Ansh!!! Please khud ke liye yeh words mat use karo!" She requested in between her sobs. Her palm reached to take hold on his one but he jerked it out again.

(Please don't use these types of words for yourself)

"Fir kya karu? Kaise words use karu? Yeh kahu ki tumne jo kiya vo thik tha. Tumne khud ke liye stand nahi liya bohot aacha kiya?! Yeh bolna chahiye? Kya karti tum agar usne tumhe kuch kiya hota? Kya hota agar main sehi waqt pe nehi a pata to? Aise hi rote hue sab sehe leti na? Main bhagwan nehi hu Janvi aur nahi koi film ka hero jo tum bulaogi aur main usi waqt daudte hue hamesha tumhe bachane aunga" He asked which grew the intensity of her tears making him angry.

(Then what should I do tell me? Should I say you did the right thing? Should I clap for you for not taking a stand against yourself. What would you do if he did something to you? What would you do if I didn't come at the right time? Would you cry only? I'm neither a God nor a hero that you'll call me anytime and I'll come to save you instantly)

"You're begging in front of that monster? My wife was crying and begging in front of him? Don't you know anything else other than crying and begging? Don't you understand how much it affects me?" He yelled at her punching the fist over floor. Janvi jumped on her place as she started sobbing.

"Please saransh, I'm sorry!" She begged in between her sobs. Her condition wasn't right which he too can't bear but today if he doesn't do anything then she will never learn to stand on her own. Whatever happened today was wrong but he didn't it happen further. She needed to learn a lesson and for that he had to be strict.

"Mujhe aisi janvi nhi chahiye jo bas dusron k sahare chalti ho, jise khudko protect karna nhi ata, khud k liy stand lena nhi ata, khud se decision nehi Lena ata, Jo kamzor ho aur hamesha darti rehti ho halat se.. Do you get that.." He shouted on her out of frustration which made her cry again..

(I don't like a coward Janvi who doesn't know how to take stand for herself and doesn't know how to make decisions for herself, who only knows crying. Do you get that)