Saransh returned back to his room all tired with the amount of work he had done whole day with lot of tension and a guilt too. Guilt of hurting her, hurting his janvi!
Getting rid of the uniform he changed into something comfortable. To relax himself he sat on the couch and closed his eyes for sometime but then failed to do that. Her face was coming in front of the closed vision too.
Deciding to open them he looked around the room, it was still in the same condition he had left. Nothing had changed as everyday janvi kept the messed up things on their places and also she had the habit to change curtains everyday to maintain the refreshment of the room. In these two years she never forgot to do this but today she hadn't even arranged the bedsheets and pillow over bed. Where was she? Was she fine or not?
Doubts played in saransh's mind as pushing his body up he walked in washroom's direction. Before he could enter, janvi stepped out while drying her wet hairs. Her face was all blank and pale while she was shivering little as probably her body temperature had lowered due to the whole day drenching under the cold water.
Janvi raised her head as she saw Saransh standing in front of her. She felt tears developing in her eyes and immediately lowered her lashes. Saransh too managed himself and returned back on his place.
Bringing out another bedsheet he started changing with the previous one.
Janvi was looking at him the whole time, she smiled with her pale face and went near him to offer help but he stopped her showing his palm even he didn't allow her to touch him too. Janvi back off her hand as again her heart ached.
What had happened that he was doing this? Was it her crime of being innocent and naive? Was it the way of treating our beloved, just because they were not able to do something?
It hurt her very badly, she had never thought that her saransh would punish her in this way. What was her crime? Just that she always failed to face difficult situations and ended up crying?
Her hidden emotions were flooding as she stumbled back. Suddenly she bumped to him without seeing. A weak janvi stumbled back more and resulted in her falling over the floor. A hiss left her lips as the broken piece of her glass bangle accidentally scratched on her ring finger just an inch away from the ring.
Saransh forced his body bending as he got the grip of both side of her shoulders. "Janvi!! Are you alright?" His concern filled tone came as it gave pleasure to her aching heart. He pushed the broken bangle on side and taking her palm in his one blew air on it with his mouth.
Saransh felt her body cold, he slid his palm on her arm as it was still cold. His eyebrows narrowed in confusion as he looked at her. Janvi was sitting with tear filled eyes, her eyes were dropping down as they wanted to consume some rest but she wasn't allowing them. Her head was badly spinning and body had started shivering due to the coldness outside and also her low temperature.
"Janvi!? Are you alright? What is happening to you? I'm calling the doctor. Please get up!" He said and pulled her arm but Janvi ignored all this and leaned upon him, her head rested against his shoulder, then again raising it she whispered in his arms.
"Mujhe tumhari jarurat hain saransh! Tumhare pyaar ki jarurat hain."
(I need you Saransh! I need your love)
"I can't bear it anymore, Ansh. Please don't do this with me. Please talk to me. I am sorry if you're angry with me because of my behaviour but please don't leave me" She clutched his shirt as tears rolling down her cheeks.
Saransh's heart stopped working the moment he saw his beloved begging in front of him that too for what for his love. After two long days of silence he had realised how big a mistake he had done by stopping conversation with her. He very well knew janvi was a soft hearted person and she couldn't take such treatments from her loved ones. His palm cupped her cheek as the arms behind her back wrapped comfortably pulling her closer to his heart.
Janvi's eyes fell upon each other as still she was struggling between unconscious and consciousness. Saransh felt her body getting laid upon him as she was losing her senses.
"I... I am sorry saransh! Don't leave me" She was continuously whispering the same. Her head fell on his shoulder as slowly her senses were gone.
Saransh, who was till now just listening to her felt numb. What must have happened to her? Why was she losing her sense?
So many questions were there in his mind but nothing was clear. He rubbed his palm on the surface of her arm, trying to create little warmth. She had drenched under cold water for more than five-six hours.
Her lips lightly contacted with the skin of his neck making his heart bleed with guilt. How could he do this? His silence affected her mentally and physically too? Though he didn't intend to do this but indirectly he was the reson of her this state.
Before falling more into the cage of unconsciousness she murmured,
"I...love you ansh!"
"I love you too, jaan!"
Saransh didn't delay more and he picked her up in his arms making her lie on the bed.
Covering her with a quilt he went near the closet bringing a little thick blanket. Covering it on her body he called the doctor.
"Don't leave me ansh! I love you!" A bare whisper left piercing through his beating heart.
In this state too she was thinking about him and what did he do? He made the wrong decision to behave like that with her. He should have tried it in a calm way but no, before his anger he never cared about anyone and this time also same thing happened.
After sometime the doctor came and checked her up giving her some medicine.
"Her body has turned cold sitting under the shower for a long time. She is suffering from high fever. I have written some medicines. Give her time to time"
Saransh nodded without a word and led the doctor towards the gate.
When he came back he had to hear his parents' scoldings but nothing went inside his ears because his focus was on her.
After his parents left, he gave her the medicine and laid beside her. Janvi shifted closer to him due to the heat he was leaving from his body, Saransh also didn't wast much time in caging her in his arms. His fingers reached to comb her long black hair as he pressed his lips at the corner of her lips. Janvi clutched his body and dug her face on his chest.
He traced his fingers down to her arm. His hot breathe fanning on her cold shivering body.
"I am really very sorry jaan. Forgive me please. I will never do this blunder again. Please open your eyes. I can't see you like this. I love you so much" He whispered in low voice as she moved and shifted more closer to him. His palm entangled with her tightly as he shared his body heat to her and the warmth of his love too.
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