The Tru Calling of the heart

Weird feeling

Alexa's Pov

It was the day after Valentine's Day and I still can't believe that I'm engaged. Today we were having a great day kinda spending it has an almost married couple and Luc wanted to take it to the couch and so we did. When we get there I pin him to the wall he kisses me passionately before he pushes me up against the wall kissing down my neck, biting and sucking on his mark before nuzzling into my neck with hot breath as he slides down my shirt kissing down my stomach until he reaches where I want him to stop. I then tell him "If we're gonna do this then we gotta do it right" He nods and then leans back to look at me and asks "You sure?" I nod. He then gets on his hands and knees slowly pulling out of me. He starts taking off his clothes slowly taking his time making sure not to rush me even if I am impatient.

 As soon as he gets all naked he pulls me into a heated kiss making our way to the bed. We make love as slow as humanly possible savoring every second of it. We keep going and he kisses me again making sure that it would be the best kiss I would ever have in my life. He gets ready to slide his dick inside of me when I ask "Are you sure we should?" He smiles at me before kissing me "Of course sweetheart." After we finish he makes himself smell good and takes my hand leading me to our room. When we get to our room he lays on top of me and then tells me, "Just relax babe, I'll make love to you tonight and tomorrow morning too, okay? We'll go slow as you want baby." I smile at him and say 

"Okay." 

Later it's the next morning and he again gets on top of me , kisses me softly and whispers, "I love you so much." Before he slides into me he says, "I love you more than anything." Then I kiss him and he starts moving making slow and gentle moves, keeping it slow. He is careful to avoid hitting my ankle. He starts making slow motions and soft groans from deep in his throat as he thrusts into me and my eyes are squeezed shut and tears fall from my eyes as I cry softly "Oh god." I say "baby what's wrong?" He says

"I feel like you're hurting me." 

"No Alexa don't talk like that, please." He begs. 

He tries to move faster but I tighten around him making him pause for a moment

 "Baby come on. Please." He begs again. 

His voice cracks and his face contorted in pain 

 "Please Alexa. Let me fuck you so good please. just this one time." He pleads. He looks broken. "Lucas please no don't do this." I beg. 

He stops for a moment and says, "What do you mean no?" 

"Don' do this." I sob. He pulls out and looks confused. 

He pulls my head back and kisses me gently before saying. 

"Sweetheart what happened?" 

"Nothing"

 "I promise baby. I would never hurt you, or anyone else. Not on purpose anyways." He says 

"It just hurts sometimes." I whimper 

"It will be fine darling I won't hurt you, okay?" He says and kisses me.

 "Promise me something Lucas." I whimper. 

"Anything for you love." He says. 

"Please don't leave me alone. Don't hurt me on purpose." I whisper. 

"Never." He says "We aren't leaving each other Alexa, we never will. I'm never leaving your side, I promise." 

"And I know. You'll never leave me Lucas, I know." I say smiling slightly at him.

"Thank you." he said kissing me once again. 

"Always, I'm here for you, always." I say looking at him We spend the rest of the day like normal, nothing special happens but it doesn't matter. It feels nice just relaxing with him.