Chapter 16

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<Belladonna POV>

It had been months since I had last seen the Cullens face to face, as I was a vampire I was allowed to keep in contact with them but couldn't tell Bells. Speaking of the Baby Swan, she had fallen into a deep depression, one we weren't sure she could recover from - not without Eddie anyway. I'm not saying it's right how they just up and left without even saying goodbye but I understand why they did it heavens knows what I would do if I believed I was dangerous - especially to my mate even though I haven't met them yet. Right now I was practicing my piano skills while singing - something I hadn't done since the school play.

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

By the time I was finished I had to get ready for school so I quickly sped around my house in the forest getting ready. I dressed in a black, baggy t-shirt, black skinny jeans and black converse. I had on leather fingerless gloves and sunglasses. My makeup was dark and my hair was more uncontrollable than normal but still manageable. I had gotten lots of piercings over these months so I put those in and left for school.

 I had gotten lots of piercings over these months so I put those in and left for school

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I will admit my life had gotten a lot darker since the Cullens left, them and my friends were my only reason for living until I find my mate and now I can't go see them and they won't - can't - come see me

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I will admit my life had gotten a lot darker since the Cullens left, them and my friends were my only reason for living until I find my mate and now I can't go see them and they won't - can't - come see me. Alongside all this, my mortal friends were falling apart seeing what the separation was doing to Bells - barely seeing the change in me, after all my wardrobe was always dark where as Bella's transformation was unexpected and confusing to them,  having seen her as a bright, bubbly girl one day then as a shell of a girl the next. It scared them. Basically, I have lost all my will to survive all in one swoop. If it wasn't for the Volturi standing in the way of my death - undoubtedly going to reject my prayers due to my unique gift - I would be dead already, alas I must continue to reside in the mortal plain for now.

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