My First First Love Pt.3

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"A distraction from what?"

"From you."

My heart started racing when I heard those words leave his mouth.

Joshua looks straight in the eyes and continues "Once you got together with Mingyu that's when I noticed how I felt about you. You looked so happy with Mingyu that I couldn't tell you how I felt so I continued to be there for y'all. But because I did so it hurt me so I got together with Tzuyu. I hoped that maybe Tzuyu would make me get over you but she didn't." Joshua says honestly.

I sit there in silence, too shocked to even say anything.

"Please say something" Joshua pleaded

"I loved you for a long time but now I love Mingyu." I say honestly

"You loved me before?" Joshua says shocked

I nod "Ever since we were kids all the way up until recently."

"Then you must still have a little ounce of love for me."

"I don't. I only love Mingyu now. You're too late now Joshua." I say before standing up

Joshua follows my actions

"Goodbye Joshua." I say quietly

"No, Y/n don't leave me." Joshua says as he grabs a hold of my hand

"I'm sorry Joshua, I have to go now." I say before slipping out of his hold

I walk back home and walk through the door.

I smell pancakes as I enter.

I walk into the kitchen and ser Mingyu cooking breakfast.

He's to busy too notice that I've arrived.

I walk up behind up and wrap my arms around waist and burry my face in back.

"Oh hey, I thought you went to the cafe already." Mingyu laughs slightly

I stay silent.

Mingyu turns around and puts his arms around me.

"Are you ok, love?" Mingyu asks with a hint of worry in his voice

I don't look up at Mingyu but answer his question.

"I just met up with Joshua..." I paused but continued "he said he loves me."

Mingyu was taken aback once I said that.

"And?" More worry is heard in his voice

I look up and meet his eyes.

"I said I loved him."

"You love him?" Mingyu asks surprised

"Loved, past tense." I shake my head

"Oh"

"I told him I love you now." I say honestly

Mingyu slightly smiles "so what now?"

"I said goodbye to Joshua."

"Forever?" Mingyu asks once again surprised

I sigh "I don't know."

"We'll I'm glad you chose me, but I feel sorry for Joshua."

I nod in agreement.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

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The End

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