Read to me ~ Xingyun

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TW// talk of depression, pills and su1c1d4l thoughts

Xingqiu POV:

I opened my eyes and the first thing I heard was Chongyuns soft breathing, I looked up at him to see he was still asleep, then I felt something paw at my arm,

It was Alaska, I sat up and petted him, smiling at the softness of his fur, I liked soft things, like my cats fur, silk blankets... Chongyns hair, Chongyuns skin... Chongyuns lips...

Suddenly I was yanked back down into Yun Yuns arms, I was a little shocked but then I looked up to see him glaring at my cat... and my cat glaring back...

What-?

"Morning Yun Yun.." I spoke, still weirded out about the fact my best friend and my cat were having a staring contest,

"Morning." He responded sternly,

I sighed and then tried to sit up but Yun Yun was holding me down possessively,

"Yun- let me- let me sit up!" I struggled as I tried to get out of his grasp, but his arms were very strong and wouldn't move, so I decided to take a different approach,

I turned around so that I was facing him and the put my hand on his face,

"Yun yun, let me get rid of the cat for you~" I said flirtatiously, caressing his face with my hand,

It worked and he loosened his grip, allowing me to pick up Alaska and place him in his bed,

I never thought I'd have to seduce my way out of Chongyuns arms but I must admit it was fun to tease him,

I turned back to the icy haired boy to see he was sitting cross legged in my bed stretching,

I went back over to him and sat in front of him,

"What do you want to do today?" I asked, it was now the last day of winter break and we had school tomorrow,

"I don't know, we could just stay in bed all day, I mean we have to go back to school tomorrow so the rest will be nice.." he yawned sleepily,

"We could do that, or we could go to the library!" I suggested, Chongyun half rolled his eyes and then agreed,

"Alright then, let's get dressed."

I could tell he wanted to stay in bed all day but I was trying to break the habit of doing that, truthfully this was the first time I had spent the holidays not on my own, and before I met chongyun, apart from school I would spend all my time in bed either crying over minor inconveniences or just laying there... numb...

I shook my head and finished getting dressed, I had been feeling so much better with Chonyun around, I cant get all depressed now, even though this felt like a low spoon day,

When we finished getting dressed we left the house and went to the library, after a while of looking through books I picked one out and took it to checkout,

Meanwhile Chongyun followed me around talking about evil spirits or whatever, he didn't believe in them but he sure did like talking about them, they were some sort of special intrest of his, I guess the only reason he didn't believe in them was because he could never find one and believing them would just confirm his thoughts that he was a faliure as an exorcist.. but that might be a reach,

We left the library and went back to mine, the second we got back I just wanted to get in bed and stay there for the rest of the day but I had to make sure I stayed happy in front of Chongyun, the last thing I wanted was for him to get down in the dumps, that one time I saw him cry shattered my heart and I don't ever want to see him cry like that because of me...