half of me

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How am I supposed to love you
When I don't love myself?
How do I give you all of me
When I don't love a single
part of who I am.
I wish I could give you
The love that you deserve
But I fear I am unable.
For there is nothing left for me to give;
There is no love for me to spare.

Do you expect an apple
to come from a fig tree?
Or an animal
from the sprout of a plant?
No, you do not,
for it is simply impossible.
So how can you expect a person
Who hates themself to be able to love?
I wish I could my dear, but first
I must come to peace with myself
and all my broken pieces.
Then, and only then
can I give you my love.

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