Her Mistress [COMPLETED]

Chapter 11

"Good Morning Sam". I greeted my boss at lumapit sa coffee maker and I turn it on.

Umupo ako sa leather couch. I removed my black leather jacket at inilapag sa isang upuan.

"You're late Khane, it's your first day and you are late. Kailangan ko ba ibawas sa sahod mo?". She asked me. I scratched my nape and spoke.

"Sam, i'm not in the right mood for your bossy attitude". Binitawan niya ang ball pen na hawak niya and she removed her eyeglasses. 

"Of course you are in the mood Khane, may rights ako para sabihan ka ng late becuase i'm your boss". She said.

"Okay I'm late. Alam ko yun, just, don't repeat it Sam". I said.

"Are you okay?". Ang kaninang inis na boses niya nag bago. Tumayo siya at lumapit saakin.

I am sitting here and she's in front of me asking me what happened. 

"You can tell me everything Khane, you know that". She said worriedly. Bumalik sa isip ko ang kasalanang nagawa ko and I really want to cry.

"Thank you Sam but yes, I'm okay, you don't have to worry". I muttered.

I looked at her, Sam is a beautiful woman, she's sexy and amazing lady, I am grateful she's here dahil wala na akong malapitan na iba, becuase Carly is getting married and I am not ready yet to be alone. Yes maybe I am alone sa solo journey ko the past 5 years but now, hindi ko kayang mag isa lalo nat may malaki akong problema.

"Your face says it all Khane, tell me your problem whenever you're ready okay?". I just nodded. I crossed my legs and I waited for the coffee maker.  

Tumayo ako nang tumunog ang machine at ibinigay ang isang coffee kay Sam. Kinuha ko ang akin at napaso ang balat ko dahil sa natapon. 

"Damn it!". I said. Kumuha ako ng tissue at pinunasan ang natapon.

"I don't think you're in a right mood to work today Khane". Sam said so I look at her.

"What do you mean Sam? I'm okay napaso lang ako ng kunti.". I said to her.

"Kasi when I called you kaninang umaga you're okay until you call me back? Really what's bothering you?". She asked but still I don't want her to know what I did.

Mandidiri siya saakin and she doesn't want me to be here anymore kung malaman niya ang ginawa ko.   I gripped my shirt and I want to shout but not here.

Kinakain ako ng guilt na nararamdaman ko at para bang sinisira ako ng konsensya ko, I need to find that woman. I need to apologize to her. 

"Khane?".

Lumapit saakin si Sam and she wiped my tears, nagulat ako dahil hindi ko napansin na lumuluha na pala ako becuase of that. 

"You're crying Khane. This is my first time to see you in this kind of situation, you're not the type of person na iiyak nalang bigla. I can feel you, kung may maitutulong ako, just tell me babe". She whispered.

"Nothing, don't mind me Sam. I just remembered something na hindi na dapat pang maalala. But thank you". I told her.

"I want you to go home and take a rest Khane. Look at your eyes. Go, go home and take time to rest.". She said. Tumingin ako sa kaniya.

"Hindi mo ba babawasan ang sahod ko?". I joked. Tumawa siya ng mahina at she kissed me.

Gad this woman, her, kissing me is just like a normal thing to do. We are friends and friends don't kiss. 

"Silly! Of course not. Sige na umuwi ka muna just text me when you get home". She said to me. I nodded and I kiss her cheek.

"Thank you Sam. Promise babawi ako sayo bukas". I said. Tumango lang siya habang ako kinuha ang jacket at lumabas na ng office niya.

Habang nakasakay sa Elevator hindi ko maiwasang isipin ang problema ko. Paano kung ipakulong niya ako, magkakaroon nanaman ako ng issue and then gagamitin ng family ko ang bagay na iyon against me.

I just want to be free, free from everything including the law, pero feel ko parang hinahabol ako ng batas, I don't think na makakatulog ako ng mahimbing knowing na may possibility na maaring bumalik siya sa gabi and then magugulat nalang ako patay na ako kinabukasan. 

I don't want that to happen kaya ngayon palang na binigyan ako ng space ni Sam, hahanapin ko ang babaeng iyon but before that I need to clean the bloodstain sa bed sheet. 

I don't want to see it but I have to clean it.

I opened my car and I start the engine. Nang matapat ako sa harap ng isang mini store pumasok alo at kumuha ng sampong can ng beer and after that nag bayad ako sa counter.

On my way home I saw my brother's car. I smiled bitterly and I tried to ignore him. 

Akala ko last week malaki na ang problema ko, but now? Lalo lang lumaki  at hindi ko alam kung paano sulosyunan. 

"Good Morning Miss Khane". The guard greeted me and I just smiled at him.

Pumasok ako sa elevator, habang papataas ang elavator ang daming possibilities ang pumapasok sa isip ko.

Ano kayang nasa isip niya when she saw me naked at, at yung blood na nasa katawan ko.

Ano kayang nasa isip niya habang inaayos niya ang sarili niya bago umalis sa unit ko. Ginawa niya ba ito on purpose? Is she my stalker or what? Kasi I can't find any reason kung bakit pumapasok ang babaeng iyon sa room ko.

Maybe kasalanan ko lahat pero may kasalanan din siya, bakit siya pumapasok sa unit ng ibang tao, kasi kung hindi niya ginagawa ang bagay na iyon I'm sure wala akong ganitong klase ng problema.

But, I felt bad about it, I raped her, I touched her sa ganung lagay niya. She's sleeping at wala siyang kamalay malay na may tao na palang gumagalaw sa kaniya.

Pero ipinag tataka ko lang, bakit noong time na ginagalaw ko siya bakit wala siyang malay? Because fuck! Ganun na ba siya matulog? Nasa malalim siyang tulog bakit hindi niya ako maramdaman? Bakit hindi manlang siya nagising at pigilan ako.

Kasi kahit sino naman ay ma te-tempt  sa ganung klase ng katawan.

Tumunog ang elevator at nag bukas, nag lakad ako sa hallway hanggang sa narating ko ang pintuan ko.   

Tumingin pa ako sa ibang mga unit sa floor na ito, iniisip kung saan kaya siya nakatira. And I don't know if she'll going to visit me again tonight dahil handa akong mag hintay sa harap ng pinto just to know bakit siya pumapasok ng walang paalam. 

I opened my door, pumasok ako and I removed my shoes, my shirt and even my jeans.

I'm just wearing a black sports bra and a black boxer. I'm hungry, dahil kanina wala na akong time para kumain.

Nag lagay ako ng lasagna sa microwave and I opened the canned beer.

I walked into my room and I was surprised because there was a gun pointed at me so I raised my two hands.

I swallowed and my heart was no longer in a normal state, I was nervous and scared for my life.

How did an armed man get into this building? how he got through to the security guard.

"I'll kill you".