Her Mistress [COMPLETED]

Chapter 39

Nag mamadali akong lumabas sa elevator because of my frustrations. Is this a joke or something? Because this isn't fun. Jackson being her friend? Damn, bakit sa dinami rami naman ng tao sa mundo ay bakit si Jackson pa.

Because of my frustrations I bumped into someone. I say my sorry at nag simula ulit akong mag lakad papalayo, but the man pulled me back to face them.

When I looked up, natawa nalang ako ng mahina. Tadhana nga naman oh. I look at them and I waited for them to tell me what's their reason bakit nila ako hinila pabalik. 

"Why are you here?!". My mother shout at me. I gritted my teeth. I want to cry, but I should show them how happy I am with my life.

"I just visit my friend". I said. I look down.

Tumawa ng nakakaluko ang nanay ko at nakatingin naman ng masama saakin ang aking ama. What's their problem?

"You're still a disgrace, look at yourself, you are disgusting. If you only marry my friend's son, matatanggap pa sana kita". My father spat. I smirk.

"I don't need your opinion by the way, why are you talking to me in the first place, you are disgusted aren't you?". I said flatly. My mother gritted her teeth and she slapped me hard.

"Do not disrespect your father!". She yelled at me. I touch my face, nandito pa ang sakit, I roll my eyes at tumalikod to leave them.

But then again, my idiot father pulled me hard and he punched my beautiful face with his filthy hand. 

"I should've throw you away when you were a kid. You will never ever belong to my family!". I nodded and I smiled at him.

"I am lucky then. Atleast napakinabangan niyo muna ako bago ninyo ako itapon at itratong basura. Now you are living and using my money, I hope na mas lalo kayong yumaman sa pera ko". I sarcastically said. He was about to punch me again but the guard stopped him. 

"Sir tama na po. Hindi po dapat kayo pumapatol sa babae". The guard said pero tumawa lang ang tatay ko. 

"Mabuti sana kung babae ang isang iyan". He yelled. I laughed loudly.

"Sana nga dad". I said to him bago pa ako mag lakad papalayo. I touch the side of my lip because it hurts. Medyo malakas ang impact kaya kumuha ako ng tissue to wiped my blood. 

Nag lakad ako na para bang walang nangyari. I think, this is my worst day of the month. I ain't happy, not enough, not good, I am a disgrace, I am just a mistake.

I should die. I don't want to live anymore, there's nothing left in me, I am living without a family, walang nag mamahal saakin. I am truly a useless person.

I cupped my face at umupo ako sa upuan. I let my tears fall, I let myself cry, I let my guard down, now I can say, I am nothing.

I have no money, no friends, wala na lahat and I so much hate this fucking life. I am tired, so tired that I want to end my life right now. I'm crying like a baby.

My family hurt me again, not only physically but hell, they torn me into a million pieces at wala manlang taong mag babalik nun.  

I stood up and start to walk. Pumasok ako sa kotse at sinimulang punasan ang luha sa mga mata ko, ang bahid ng dugo sa gilid ng labi ko at sinubukang takpan ang bakat ng kamay ng nanay ko.

They are so mean to me. I wish they aren't my family. Noong nag buhos ang langit ng buong pamilya at mapag mahal na magulang ay nakatulog ako wala ni isang nasalo sa biyayang iyon. 

I laughed weakly and I stare at my knuckles, it is bleeding. Tumawa ako ng mahina, why it doesn't hurt? Bakit wala akong maramdaman na sakit manlang sa sampal, sa suntok, sa pasa na meron ako at sa mga dugong tumutulo?