My Roommate is My Crush

Chapter 7

Tommy POV

Nung bumaba na kami galling sa kwarto ko dumiretso kami sa kusina ng hindi nagiimikan paano ba naman kasi nakakahiya yung nangyari kanina sa kwarto. Tsk! Si mama kasi ang may kasalanan talaga kung bakit napaka uncomfortable tuloy tumabi kay Josh geez!!

"Oh bakit ang tahimik niyo? hahaha Ok lang iyon nak hahha kung gusto mo pa wag na natin patulugin si Josh sa guest room. Just say it hahhaha"

"Talaga ma?!" ooppss diko naitago ang excitement ko kasi naman chance na ito.

"Relax nak hahahha napaghahalataan." biro naman ni mama kaya naman dahan dahan akong umupo ng hindi tumitingin kay Josh dahil randam ko ang init ng mukha pustahan pulado ito sa sobrang kahihiyaan.

"Nakakatuwa naman kayo Tita napaka supportive sa anak niyo" compliment ni Josh kay mama.

"Stop calling me Tita ok? Call me Ma or Mama hahaha" bahagyang biro ni mama kay Josh.

"OK po Ma? eheh" nahihiyang sunod naman ni Josh kay mama.

"Anyway wala na naman akong magagawa kung di supportahan itong si Tommy baby boy sa kung ano siya. I just know that instead of changing what my son really feels about himself I should support and let him do what he thinks is good for him. We wouldn't have this kind of bestfriend relationship if I oppose on what he feels." seryosong paliwanag naman ni mama kay Josh.

"Thank you ma! Your the best mom for me hihi" laking papasasalamat ko kay mama. Dahil coming out was not really easy for some gays or for the LGBTQ there are still people who doesn't accept us for what and who we really are. So I was really thankful for having a mother with an very open minded and all she thinks was things for me to be so happy and feel loved.

Tinuloy na namin ang pagkain at pinagpatuloy nina mama at Josh ang kanilang pakwekwentuhan. I think nakwento na ni mama ang buhay ko simula pagka bata hanggang sa pagtanda ngayon. Hayst I just focus on eating and let them have what they want to do. Just seeing them being happy together brings joy to my heart. EWWWW!! hahah why am I so dramatic?

"Hey Tommy?" tawag sa akin ni Josh.

"Ey-"

"Are you ok?" nagaalang tanong ni Josh.

Agad naman akong lumingon kay Josh at umiling saying I'm ok. Pagtingin ko sa mga plato nila ay tapos na pala sila kumain nina mama. Agad naman akong tumayo at inimis ang mga plato namin.

"Let me do it nak. Just go to the living room and have fun with Josh." Hindi na ako nakapalag at nagpadala na lang sa tulak ni mama palabas ng kusina.

Dali dali naman kinuha ni Josh ang kamay ko at hinila ako papunta sa living room.

"Josh what do you want to do?" tanong ko kay Josh habang inaayos ang TV.

"Let's watch some movies!" excited naman tugon ni Josh na bahagyang nakapagpatawa sa akin. "Why?" tanong ni Josh matapos niyang makitang natatawa ako.

"You look like a child haha the way you said let's watch some movies it's so cute haha" honest answer ko kay Josh.

"Really haha so you like seeing me act like a kid? I can be what you like just say it"