Dream oneshots

A bloody mess

Angst. Yes. 

The black and dark purple walls and floors meshed together. The lava started to go blury. I just let it happen. I mean, it happens all the time now, and what was I supposed to do? Call of help? Pfffft. No one's here. No one cares. Everyone hates me. I honestly would see why, I hate myself too. 

I just don't why WHY. 

They hate me, yes I get it. But, I wonder why. When I was trying to protect them. Help them. Save them. They'd be dead if it wasn't for me following those letters. I kept them alive and well. This just doesn't make any sense to me. I want to know why. Surely they've gotten the letters, or heard of them, right? So, why then? I don't want them to be mad or sad. I want everyone OK be happy! So, how do I fix it? 

Do they think I'm ugly? But, they haven't seen my face.

Do they think I'm werid? Fat? Stupid?

No, they think I'm a,

Monster. 

Why? Cause I started those wars? Cause I exiled Tommy? I wanted to help them. Save them. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?! WHY?!

These thoughts raved through my head, as I start to tear up. I just want to know why! 

I take a peice of obsidian, which I broke off days ago, and start to cut my arms. The red liquid falls from the cuts as I cut more. 

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I solfy smile as I inspect my work. I would call it a work of art. A bloody mess. (:

Cuts are all on my arms and legs. My eyes start to get heavy, and I want to just...

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Forever. (:

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Hi. Sorry for posting late. (Or early in your time. Idk.)

Anyway. Like I promised, angst! I also decided to remove the warnings, but I will explain the AU at the beginning. Something I forgot to mention, or explain, is what the letters are. 

The letters are by someone, you can decide who, about that if Dream doesn't compete these tasks, then someone will die. Each day it is a new task, and a new person, or people. I just didn't say this is in the beginning because I didn't want to spoil it. 

Pls: part 2 is optional, as well as any other oneshots. So please keep that in mind!

Bye guys, i love you!!!❤❤❤

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