Peace and Pain

Chapter Nine: Writing Songs

I woke up and by now you know the story, got dressed walked down stairs grabbed an apple and walked to school, the truth is, I was getting tired of fighting her which is why what I did was always the same. Inside the building I went to my locker grabbed my books and notebook and sat in the garden. I read my notes noticing that she was the first which mad her more powerful than I anticipated. I heard the bell and ran to class like I always did. I copied the homework and did the same with every class. Pure Vanilla offered his hand I smiled and took it we walked in peace and quiet. When I got home I kissed his cheek, thanked him. I walked inside took of my shoes and walked into the garden barefoot walking around barefoot I started to sing 

"I all I see are the colors of my molasses. I all hear are my screams. All I know is my pain, corrupting me, it's so hard to lead normal life when you ain't normal. It's so hard to wake from your nightmares when you know you can't wake up. So why do I have to keep these secrets. Why can't I tell'em. Cause I know I ain't normal. But please help me. I can't find my light,but you are my light. Please help me. Oh. Secrets that's what their called, we have the right for our own privacy. But secrets we use as our excuses to hide the truth I hate them as much a you. So why do you, why do we, why do I hide these little things. Cause I know the monster in me, it wants to be free. The monster in me. Fighting these to win a war, that'll never end. I hear her voice like a drug. Making me go crazy. I'm mad, I'm mental but, you should know that. Secrets that'll tell. Secrets that I know you'll hate. But I'm not quite me. I'm not quite me. Secrets have two sides to tell. Secrets, secrets,secrets oh secrets. I heard applause and as I turned around I saw Pure Vanilla clapping, Hollyberry and Golden Cheese looking shocked and who I believe is Dark Cacao like Pure Vanilla clapping.