Her Boyish Acts

Sad Beautiful Tragic

Before you read this, please play the video first. The music fits the song so please play it and second please take look at Light and then you can proceed with his tragic poem. Thank you~

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Am I too late and your heart has bloomed?

Has love demised and I am doomed?

I hopefully wish those thoughts aren't true.

If it does, my red heart shall be blue.

Is the chance that I long to have, is gone?

Did your light already beamed to someone?

I hopefully wish those aren't true.

If it does, shall I look for someone new?

What a pessimist person am I.

With those dismissive lines, you cannot deny.

I sincerely wish that what I saw is a lie.

The lie that made me fall from cloud nine.

If love is what I feel at this moment

To know your safety is my content.

'Tis hard to sleep at restless nights

Knowing I'm unrightfully in your heart.

But if it really is love I'm going through

You always make me smile when I'm rainy blue

And in every song I hear, you're in my vision.

In every book I read, you're my imagination.

Love makes me suffer but 'tis the sweetest pleasure

I'm a martyr with love for pain I shall endure

I feel that emptiness though you have no clue

Knowing that I'm incapable to be beside you.

The magic I thought turned to tragedy

The admiration soon will fade with history.

The attempt of my blissful love shall go

And leave me here weeping alone.

The eclipse of my heart will fade

But that will take a while, should I wait?

The beauty of the flowers has dried up

As I fell from the mountain top.

I have assumed I'll have a pretty tale

A happy ending wherein I sail,

Through the waves with my dearest

But that story has turned to darkness.

For two hundred days have I saved my courage

But the truth will force me to disengage

Courage was captured by fear and reality

But it was my fault to dream such fantasy.

I hid my feelings since then but no,

To see you there, my heart still holds on

And each time you left so slowly

I don't want to miss you like this.

And when I stroll at the lively park

I wish to hold your hand with the sparks

I want to dance with you in the middle

Holding my hands with your lovely fingers.

Such a daydream can make me smile

All rainbow colors in the sky won't deny

But to see that man by your nearest side

Will make the most sad and grayest sky.

Who are you to make me a mess?

Why do I miss you like this?

Those were all left unanswered

Maybe that's my faith telling me it's over.

But the answer to all that is 'Love'

A dreamy, sorrowful, one-sided love.

I guess those answers are enough

As I hear the awful truth laugh.

My name is light but I do not shine,

I want to smile but I feel unfine.

The need of bliss paints a frown

But with your smile it goes around.

And with the storm of my weary heart

There is a tower that gives me light.

The lighthouse that shows me hopes.

And it tells me not to let go of your rope.

Prove to me that I haven't failed, my love.

You glanced, smiled at me as I look above

I was wrong for since that day,

The frown turned around, I didn't failed.

Praying did help, He calmed my heart.

And I have read books about woe and love,

They did lose hope at least just once

But they fought through it and they won.

So I hope my story will turn around

I hope my smiles will scare the frown.

As I prepare to meet you after dusk

And I will remove my coward mask.

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