As you opened your eyes and pushed the blanket off your body
you were hit with the cold air of your room
light from your half open curtains laid on your face, blinding one of your eyes
as you stood up you could see the dust float around
clothes, books, old food, papers, soda cans...mold
laid out on your floor as you fully opened your curtains
your posters lit up from the sun light
you smiled slightly staring at them
My hero academia
your favorite anime
you went to sleep every night , dreaming of your favorite character with you
and though it was fake it made you happy
you left your room and walked down the empty halls
guess mom already left
you turned on the coffee maker and leaned on the counter
you wore shorts and a *favorite character* shirt
you smiled again
walking away and laying down on your couch
sure
they were fake
they were an anime character
even if they were real they would never know you
hopefully the maker won't kill them off...
but
with your fanfiction
and dreams
they were real
you reached your hand up in the air
taking in a deep breath
and letting it fall
maybe this was how it was meant to be
what else would be?
maybe you were never to be happy
or maybe you'll forget this anime
you'll always be a simp
but still
it had taken over your life
your grades
your friends
even family
24/7 you watched or read MHA
butterfly's slowed
flowers stopped moving
the dust stopped floating around
the sun went away
as you closed your eyes
taking a deep breath
and letting it out
"(Y/N)! there you are! cmon" they chuckled
you opened your eyes
at your favorite character
smiling at you
you took they're hand and ran with them
maybe this was how it was meant to be
you'd never be happy
always feeling the dread of them not being alive
always feeling guilty
this was like hell
or heaven
or what ever else
you'd be happy with them
or
i dunno
and sure
some of the fanfiction and some of your thoughts
were...fucked up
abusive
weird
but
thats okay
because you have them
right?
hah...
I love you (YN)
was all you needed to hear
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YOU ARE READING
MHA one shots!
Romancea lot of this might be comfort things, but i'll do some relationship ones requests are open!