SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES

The Voicemail

What had happened a week ago was a tough impact on my heart. I know what I did was stupid and foolish and I know I should've never did it. But he didn't believe it was all a mistake. I wasn't thinking straight.

So he left. I laid on the couch thinking to myself should I send him a voicemail or call him to tell him how I feel and what I know I did was wrong.

I went to my favorites in my phone and found Shawn's name the very first name on my favorites list.

I clicked on the contact and called.....

The phone rang about 4 or 5 times until it went to voice mail. I finally got to hear his angelic voice after a week I know it's not long but it's really hard to loose a person you loved so long.

'I'm sorry I cannot reach you at the moment but I'll get back to you as soon as I can please leave a voice message and I'll try to get back to you'

There he said it leave a voice message and all will be answered.

I doubt he would answer me for what I'm such a horrible person but I decided to do it any ways

'Hey Shawn it's Y/N and I know you won't ever talk to me ever again but what you don't understand is that it was all a mistake and you may never believe me but I really was. I didn't know nothing I was foolish. Being with out your love is very hurtful. I never imagined I'll be sitting here beside my self. I never felt the feeling that I'm feeling. Now that I don't hear your voice or have your touch and kiss your lips. I don't have a choice but to deal with it. What I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side, right here. When you left I lost a part of me. It's still so hard to believe, come back baby please because I really miss you and I need you. Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough? Who's gonna talk to me on the phone until the sun comes up? Who's gonna take your place? There is no one better out there like you. When you're on my mind I listen to your songs and admire your angelic voice. This is all breaking my heart and I'm trying to keep it together as much as I can. I'm feeling all out of my element. I'm throwing things, crying trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong. I'm not even half of what I'm feeling inside. I need you Shawn, I need you back in my life. I know you may never listen to me or listen to this but I miss you and I really love you. I screwed up I really did and I know that but I love you. I just wanted you to know that.....

I'm falling to pieces....'