SHAWN MENDES IMAGINES

Abuse

"Shawn I'm so excited you're here!" I yelped as Shawn walked through the door. He gave me a half-hearted hug and then walked right past me. I turned around confused. He had been gone for four weeks. He should be excited to see me.

"So do you want to go out to dinner and then come home and watch a movie? Or we can call for take-out?" I asked Shawn.

"I'm going out with the guys." He said digging through the drawers.

"Wait, what? You just got home from tour. You were with them for a whole month. You haven't seen me for a month, but you'd rather spend time with them?"

"Don't fucking start with me. I'm so fucking stressed out. I don't have time to worry about you right now?"

"You don't have time to worry about me? You're the one stressed out? What the hell is wrong with you? My boyfriend just got back from tour and doesn't even want to spend time with me. I should be the one stressed out"

"Whatever I have to go" Shawn said walking towards the door.

"Are you even going meet the guys?" I asked following him to the door. He had already opened the door but he softly shut it turning around.

"What did you just ask me?" You can feel the anger building inside of him.

"I asked if you were really going to meet the guys" I stated with a confident voice. I wasn't going to back out of this fight.

"Where the hell else would I be going Y/N?"

"Oh, I don't know. Out with another girl?" He laughed, but it was a scary laugh. One that rumbled deep down in his chest.

"You really think I would cheat on you?"

"Yes, I do, Shawn."

"You came here and you don't even want to spend time with me. I can't believe you're going out on the first night back from tour."

"Y/N just shut up" Shawn warned.

"You didn't even kiss me or hug me when you got home, Shawn. Do you even care about me anymore? Do you care about us anymore?"

"I said shut up" Shawn yelled as i felt a streak of pain go through my cheek. I clutched the right side of my face and looked up at Shawn and I gasped for air.

"Y/N, I didn't. I didn't mean to." Shawn started, but I didn't see Shawn I saw my ex-boyfriend who had abused me. I didn't say anything to Shawn as I pushed past him grabbing my coat and walking out of the door.

I knew the only place I could go was to my brother's house. He was the only one who would understand what was going on. As soon as I got there I knocked on the door and Cameron immediately andswered.

"Y/N what's wrong? What's going on? What happened?" Cameron asked me a million questions as he pulled me into his apartment with him "Are you okay?"

"Shawn. We got into an argument" I tried to explained.

"Calm down. It's okay, I'll go get you something to drink." Cameron disappeared into the kitchen then reappeared a few short minutes later.

"I got your favorite drink. Are you better now?" I grabbed the drink from Cameron and took a small sip from the glass. I had calmed down quite a bit.

"Shawn and I got into an argument. I accused him of cheating and he hit me" I started tearing up. "He hit me, Cameron. He also knew about my past. How could he do that?"

"Because he's stupid, Y/N. He doesn't deserve you." Cameron pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back. I heard a knock on the door and I pulled away from him looking at the door.

I couldn't see who was there, but I knew the voice. It was Shawn.

"Just let me see her Cameron"

"No after what you did to her, you don't deserve to see her ever again" I got up and towards Cameron.

"Can we have a minute, please? I asked setting a hand gently on his arm. He gave me a weary look.

"Are you sure?" I nodded "I'll be in the bedroom I'd you need me" Cameron shot Shawn a dirty look before disappearing into the bedroom. I grabbed my right elbow with my left hand.

"Can I come in?" He asked. I stepped back allowing him in.

"I wanted to apologize to you, Y/N. I shouldn't have done that and I'm really sorry. I don't know why I did that. It just came over me and I didn't have time to stop myself before it happened."

"You knew about my ex and what he had done to me, Shawn, and you still did it. You still hit me. You hurt me." My eyes started filling with tears for what seemed like the third time tonight.

"I didn't mean to, Y/N. I honestly didn't mean to. I would never intentionally hurt you."

"Why didn't you want to spend time with me?"

"It's not that I didn't want to spend time with you. I was in such a rural from tour that I wasn't ready to get put of all of that rut." Shawn stepped closer to me.

"I love you, Y/N. I love you so much and there is nothing I would never want to do to hurt you. I wish I could take everything back."
"Promise it won't happen ever again?"

"I promise" Shawn said kissing the top of my head.

All credit goes to tumblr...I like this imagine tbh....

Love you guys...

-Ashana